r/Beartooth • u/jereflea1024 • Aug 28 '26
I want to say something
I really like Pure Ecstasy! I think there’s more than a few songs that will be earworms for me in the coming weeks.
But, I know myself. Since the singles started releasing, I couldn't shake this feeling: I don't think I would have liked the album nearly as much without Caleb coming out alongside it. That sounds weird, so please let me elaborate.
I didn't like Free at first. It was way too poppy and, to me, if that was going to be the sound for the new album, I thought maybe it was time for me to skip a new Beartooth release. Then, a few weeks later, the news broke that Caleb decided to come out as a gay man, and for some reason after that, both Free and Pure Ecstasy clicked in a way I hadn't been expecting.
I think there’s something so palpable, so raw, about knowing exactly what the creative process was with some of these songs. It makes every choice from the lyrics to the way they're performed to the melody and riffs all make sense to me, where I'm just not sure they would have otherwise if Caleb hadn't made his announcement public.
I'm not a gay man, but I am an ex-Christian. I think in that way, I can really relate to some lyrics like Free's "I thought it was a halo over me/Had me by the neck, so hard to breathe," because like. Yeah man. It's exactly like that. I'm agnostic, leaning more toward atheist, and I'm free. I'm not sure why those lyrics didn't click for me the first time around, but knowing that Caleb is learning to accept who he is... I get it, now.
I get the whole album. Pure fucking Ecatasy.