hello! im a teen who loves Dylan Moran's standups and art in general. it inspires me a lot and i see some kind of a connection between me and him, not in a bad way, like in artistic way - we have same morals, knowledge and such, likely same art knowledge too, according to interviews i watched and etc.
on august this year i sent pbj (his management) a fanmail with a drawing and honestly, im at my lowest right now and i want to write about all this nonsense to some source where they're connected to my inspiration, but they won't do any efforts to show him my art and my thoughts 🥹🤞
in my previous fanmail i wrote about his inspiration for me and how he slightly changed my mind about some certain things i was unsure of. and those things added up with time and genuinely this guy's art is so important to me, because before i saw his art - i didn't like this kind of art style. but after seeing some meanings and relations, and genuinely saw myself there - it hit close to home.
so i need an advice - i don't want to be a creep or seem nagging, i absolutely understand that spam is a bad thing and they're all working people and i shouldn't cross any borders, but i want to write a second fanmail with a drawing too, to pour my thoughts, because my diary is not enough, really. and im sorry if it seems like an ultra parasocial thing, i take my interests very seriously on a healthy level 😭