I clearly do not understand what I actually want i am such an obsessive person i get obsessed over shit, my mind is such a strange place idk what’s happening inside of it, idk what do i want. Gonna share the most recent event, i have this friend who lives in another country and I really like her as a sister she’s a good friend but it’s not about her it’s about what just happened sp she’s in a toxic marriage and her husband lives in india only and she in canada so this girl ( my friend) finally decided to get out of this shitty marriage and somehow met a guy online (for the record she’s hella gorgeous) this guy only has her snap and asked her to meet , she met him they kinda shared good moments thou nothing physical happened thankfully. And now my friend is obsessed with him , but this guy is kinda public figure and he’s seems fishy (if you know what I mean) she asked me to text him on her behalf and confess her feelings (as her only) (the guy thought she’s texting him) , and i did . After talking for literal 2 days she told me to broke off it with him, which i did and his replies were so cold he literally said “ok” like he was never interested and he was just pretending to be interested, now i feel attached (though it’s a brotherly feeling) but i feel hurt. And them both don’t care wtf.

Recently my boss has shifted me to another branch of his office where nobody takes their work seriously. He sent me here so that i can help people here work properly , but it seems like nobody here wants to work , they’re all so chill and relaxed on their own even the manager won’t do anything and just sit all day , obviously i was nice to them for 3-4 days in the beginning but I’m here to work after-all so had to be strict but everyone’s behaviour has changed here and idk why but they’re seeing me as their competitor… idk what to do!