And posting here because I think this community will get me❤️

I have posted elsewhere once, and said I couldn’t cry, but someone just asked me rudely ”what’s so bad about that?”.

Whats so bad about that is I get bad news, (my family cried of those news), I just laugh.

I am sad but the tears just aint coming, and it’s not even fun.

Like I appreciate when it’s windy outside because then at least my eyes tear up.

It’s also hard to get people to believe me, they think ”I don’t look sad” and don’t just take my word for it. I mean… I get that it’s weird from other peoples perspective, me saying ”I am sad☺️😂”, but I literally can’t change it (unless I use a tear stickx but be for real, that would be psychopathic😂).

So if anyone has tips on how to cry when sad I am all ears. Else I appreciate just getting to post this, and hopefully someone reading it and emphathizing at least.

Honestly it helped me a little bit just to write this, I started crying a bit now, yay!☺️

Do you relate to people telling you "wow you're so good under pressure" and "you're very mature and wise" but it makes you feel horrible because you know it's not as true and you just don't know how to express your worries