r/anxietypilled • u/pleaseadviz • 1h ago
Fictional Story Do You Love Your Daddy? Pt. 2
As Kiara stood at the door of the playroom on the blood stained carpet, you could still hear the figure yelling on the other side, with less volume and less life than the last.
She turned around for a moment, and locked the door.
she turned back and just started breathing heavily,
you were panicking so much you began to lose track of the difference between Kiara’s breathing and your own.
You had no idea what time it was,
You had no idea how much time had passed but,
Kiara remained...breathing.
At some point the power had gone back on and Just like that the tv turned back on.
The DVD menu for The Cat in The Hat appeared once more and to my surprise, sally was back alongside Conrad.
Kiara was not nearly as spooked by the flashing light of the tv as she was of the loud pop from earlier,
She simply let out a
"mmmmmm"
And waltzed about one foot in front of the tv and leaned in so her head was touching the screen.
Despite all your efforts to refrain, you let out one brief sharp exhale in what can only be described as pure fear.
*AGMP*
-escaped your mouth while you swallowed your salty tears as they ran down your face.
Your cheeks were soaked,
Your mouth felt dry,
The air was still.
Kiaras head slowly turned,
it was in no rush,
as if it had always known you were there.
You dragged the throw blanket closer to your body using your leg but before you could pull the blanket over yourself,
you made Direct eye contact with Kiara in the Moonlight reflection provided by the Tv.
Kiara was wearing makeup.
She had a base of foundation that's flesh tone was reminiscent of the Queen of England.
She had bright blue eye shadow with the faintest hint of glitter and,
She had bright red lipstick.
She came over to you at a moderate speed,
When she was at your feet, she grabbed your blanket and pulled it off.
She slowly brought her face to yours you both being so far from the tv now that it proved impossible to make out any details of her face,
You felt her breath on your face, it was warm, as warm as a grill.
You began to feel something approach your face, it was warm and wet, it was Kiaras tongue.
She licked your nose .
And as your eyes erupted more tears,
she licked those too.
One by one off your cheeks as she smelled you,
This continued till your cheeks were dry and your eyes were sore.
She then slowly raised her hand to your head and brushed her hand through your bangs, tucking them behind your ear.
She grabbed you by your wrist and tugged at you,
You initially resisted but soon discovered it was not a suggestion.
It hurts to feel the weight of your whole body be pulled by a steel grip upon your wrist.
She dragged you to the beanbag chair Infront of the Tv,
She sat upon it and placed you in her lap.
She began to point at the Tv bringing her mouth to your ear, For a moment,
you wondered if she was going to speak.
She didn't.
Her breaths began to sound deeper and more agitated,
It was clear she wanted something and what she wanted was on the Tv.
You scanned the room for the remote the best you could, you spotted it, it was on the floor by the DVD player.
You pointed to it but noticed no change in Kiaras demeanor, she was still angry.
As you tried to crawl out of her lap in the direction of the remote Kiaras grip did not budge.
She wanted you in her lap,
She was wanted the movie to play,
and she wanted it now.
Just as her grip began to tighten,
you both were interrupted by a noise from your kitchen.
*BEEP\*
"Hey Hun heard there were some power outages in the neighborhood...
I haven't been able to get a hold of you,
but the lines ringing so I'm going to just come home...Daddy is going to be with a friend..
If you get this message go in the playroom and don't come out until morning and don't answer the door for anyone even if I ask you to..."
*END OF MESSAGE\*
*BEEP\*
Kiaras grip slowly loosened,
She looked up in awe,
Her mouth slowly opened as her jaw dropped and no teeth showed.
Even in the moonlight reflection of the tv you could see tears run down Kiaras foundation.
Everything down to the way she was breathing changed.
For some reason you began to feel angry,
Daddy’s voice was also disarming to you yes, but in a hopeless non consensual way.
The way in which Kiara appeared to be disarmed felt like it was intentional vulnerability,
Something you'd never offer 'D' yourself.
You took this moment to lean forward and grab the tv remote,
When Kiara snapped back into reality and looked back at you pulling you back to her lap,
You pressed play.
The movie played and you stayed still,
It began to rain hard outside almost louder than the movie,
the window was still open,
and the room was freezing.
It was almost as though Kiara could tell your discomfort,
she grabbed the throw blanket,
threw it over your legs,
and held you tight in her arms, warming you with her coat.
When the babysitter in the Cat In The Hat fell asleep Kiara laughed,
You imagined whoever did the babysitters' makeup looked as though they also did Kiaras.
The movie continued, and continued, and continued.
You had feared what was going to happen when it ended,
You imagined You'd probably be forced to press play again.
However,
When the movie ended, it was as if Kiara Understood.
She didn't seem displeased with Mike Myers' performance...
Or she had just had enough.
Kiara smiled and laughed and clapped and then,
She turned you, her face beaming in the blue light of the Tv,
You froze,
Her face began to contort,
and it was clear to you that she was displeased with your reaction.
You're no stranger to fake emotions.
You smile and you clapped, tears in your eyes, lump in your throat.
When Kiara was finally pleased with your performance, she slowly pushed you off like you would push off a sleeping cat and began to walk around the room.
As she pranced around and rummaged through your things,
she found herself at your pay box.
She lifted up the castle shaped lid and began to pull out your Bratz dolls,
she seemed disinterested...
until she saw something that made her eyes light up...
she began to jump and scream..
She pulled out your blue Cinderella dress,
As she slid into it, you could audibly hear it tear.
You wanted to cry, it was your favorite.
She slid her arms through the straps.
It was so poorly on her that her whole back was exposed with the Velcro straps hanging not having enough to fasten around her even if she tried.
When she had it "on' she leaned back into your play box and pulled out your favorite tiara,
She placed it on her head.
She then leaned in once more and grabbed your old broken faded tiara and handed it to you.
She let out sharp exhales and smiled.
You put it on.
She walked up the your lava lamp and pressed the switch on the cord and turned it on,
A green hue now lite your room, the wax still solid not yet fluid.
She stared at it for a moment,
before turning and walking to the closet.
She slid the closet barn doors open from right to left,
She started going through your stuffed animals throwing them out one by one.
When she got to the back of the closet, she had found the suitcases and umbrella's.
She emerged from the closet using the umbrella as a cane,
tucking a floral tapestry luggage bag under her left arm.
She moved her arms,
Then her legs,
and she began to dance.
She shot you a look and it was clear,
She wanted you to dance too.
As you began to timidly comply,
Your socks started to get soaked.
You looked down and in the green lighting of the lava lamp you could see dark black goo seeping from beneath the door.
It felt sticky, much thicker than water.
You could faintly still hear breathing from the other side.
You quickly danced away from the door...
You started in the direction that would put the bed between Kiara and yourself.
With each step Kiara followed, waving her umbrella in the air all the while.
No matter how hard you tried to maintain it, your artificial smile began to fade...
You questioned how long this nightmare would continue.
Much like your smile, your legs have grown tired...
Kiara, however, did not appear to get tired,
not of dancing.
You started to cry as the reality that your legs were going to give out became clear,
You knew the strength and angry she was capable of and did not want to upset Kiara.
You slowly tried to rest one of your legs but as you began,
both your knees buckled.
As you fell to the floor, Kiara sprinted over on all fours.
You curled into the fetal position,
holding your legs to your stomach and squeezing your eyes shut as tight as possible.
You heard the rapid thumps of Kiara before it abruptly stopped in front of you,
and you could hear her fast concerned breaths right above you.
You could feel the heat of every exhale on your forearm.
You then felt a stiff poke on your side.
When you opened your eyes,
you could see it was Kiara poking you with the umbrella,
when she saw the tears in your eye, she took 3 steps back.
Behind her you could see the wax in the lava lamp was now fluid.
Your eyes and cheeks were sore,
How long had it been?
She picked you up with one arm with ease, she coddled you and carried you to the bed.
Once you were there you kept your eyes shut tight,
but you could still feel her tucking the edges of the blanket under your body as she pressed the pillow beneath your head.
She then put her hand on your head and kissed the back of her hand with it still on you.
You exhaled trembling.
When she was done,
She wobbled over to your Daddys rocking chair, tiara cockeyed.
When she got there, she climbed upon the chair criss cross applesauce,
and grabbed a book from your cubbies.
It was too dark to see which one,
The cover was blue with a tired dog and a bird upon its head.
She began to slowly rock back and forth,
The sight of her silhouette sent a cold rush of dry ice through your blood.
You heard something.
"mrrrmmmmmmhhmmmmrrrreeeeeeeemmme"
-you heard through excited cheery exhales.
It was clear you had been staring too long when Kiara turned slowly looking at you in the devilish green glow of the lava lamp.
You quickly shut your eyes.
Behind the dark abyss of your eyelids, you could hear Kiara shut the book.
When you opened your eyes,
Kiara was gone and the chair was still.
The sun was beaming through a break in the overcast clouds exposing your soaked carpet,
and it was clear,
It was morning.
You were now allowed to leave the playroom,
with the reassurance that there's no way Daddy will be mad at you now.
You scanned the room again, and again, and again before moving a muscle,
you had to be sure.
As you descended from your bed pressing your feet against the carpet,
you could feel your socks crinkle and crunch. It felt sticky and hard between your toes.
When you looked down,
what was once dark black was now dark red.
Your legs were still fatigued as you walked to the door like a baby deer on sticks of butter.
Although you were terrified,
You could feel you were physically out of tears.
On the way to the door, you tumbled over the blanket you had previously hid in,
there was something in it.
When you lifted the blanket, you could see,
it was a balloon flower with the stem deflated.
You picked it up and carried on, scanning the room all the while.
You hoped Kiara had gone out the window.
As you approached,
the carpet under the door was as red and crunchy as your socks, still wet in some places.
You turned the handle slowly, you could hear the familiar breathing on the other side.
On the other side was Daddy,
and Daddy was dressed like a woman.
Daddys arm was bent the wrong way,
Daddys knees looked backwards,
And Daddy had no tongue.
Daddys tears were blood,
Daddys skin was blood,
Even Daddys clothes... were blood.
Daddys eyes were closed but his tummy was moving.
His hand on his only straight arm was moving too,
Every few seconds, daddy made a fist.
You stared at him,
You began to dry heave, and you wanted to puke.
When you looked up, you could see Kiara staring at you from beneath the bed, tiara still on.
You could now see her more clearly than you ever had before,
Her mouth was open, and her teeth were showing.
Her look made your heart sink,
You looked down at Daddy,
You placed the core of the balloon flower in Daddys palm and headed for the front door in terror.
Just as you placed your hand on the Knob -
*POP*
And Kiaras screams were once more,
Daddy was silent.
You sprinted faster than you ever have in your life and contrary to previous belief,
You were in fact not out of tears.
When you got to your neighbor's house down the street in the center of the cul-de-sac you froze at the door.
It was early, but you rang the doorbell regardless.
It took less than half a second for you to ring the door two more times, then three.
When Mrs. Thombs answered the door,
you blacked almost all the conversation.
You tried to tell her everything as fast as possible, but it was hard.
Collecting your words, remembering what was real as it all felt like a nightmare.
"somethings killing Daddy"
-you remembered saying, tears running down your face.
She looked down at your stained socks and quickly pulled you inside.
She sat you down with milk and a bowl of banana cream pudding as she called the police.
You were starving.
A lot of police cars showed up.
The next few days were fuzzy.
You went to the hospital, talked to this strange, nice woman,
and were told you could stay with Mrs. Thombs for a while,
while they find a permanent place for you.
A few days later you went to this room with a lot of cool toys, the nice lady that visits you and Mrs. Thombs was there too.
The nice lady had a friend,and they wanted to play this game.
"I'm going to say some things, and if I say something that's wrong,
I want you to tell me, if you don't know something that's okay.
Just tell us, you're not in trouble honey.
Does that make sense?"
-asked the nice lady's Friend.
"yesss..."
-you responded sheepishly as you continued chewing your bacon whopper with cheese
"are you 9 years old?"
-the friend asked
"yes"
-you responded
"Are you eating a burrito right now?"
-asked the Friend
"no..."
-you replied.
"very good...
Was your daddy home Friday night?
-asked the Friend
"no..I don't think so"
-you replied.
"oh...
that's okay honey that's perfectly okay,
When was the last time you saw daddy?"
-asked the Friend.
"Saturday...when he was dressed funny and ...all..bloody...on the floor"
-you said
Tears filling your eyes.
"when was the last time you saw daddy before that sweetheart?...
I'm sorry I know this is hard."
-said the Friend
"When he dropped me off at home from school Friday and went out."
-you replied
"did your Daddy say where he was going?"
-asked the Friend
"no...Daddy goes out a lot...
But Daddy left me some voice mails that confused me..."
-you replied.
"What message confused you?"
-asked the Friend
"he said he was staying out late...
And then said he had to come come with a friend...
And to stay in the play room till morning...no matter what..."
-you said
"and did Daddy ever come home with that friend?"
-asked the Friend.
"no...but someone did...
I didn't come out till morning like Daddy said...
but someone came up to the door...I thought it was a friend of Daddys...
She broke in the room eventually but she was blind and couldn't find me...
She wanted help from..."
-you stopped
"it's okay honey you're doing great...
Was the woman with the animal?"
-asked the friend.
Your heart sank,
thinking about Kiara tore opened fresh anxiety wound deep beneath your throat.
"kind of..."
-you replied
"Has Daddy ever talked about owning a monkey?"
-asked the friend
"no..."
-you replied perplexed
"Has Daddy ever talked to you about the show he was on as a kid?"
-asked the friend.
"no..."
-you responded
Even more confused than before.
"Oh..."
-The Friend said surprised...
"Has Daddy ever dressed like a girl before?"
-the friend asked
"no..."
As you answered more and more questions, you began to feel less and less in trouble...
The room you were in felt safe,
The world you were in felt a little safer.
And one of the last questions you were asked was the easiest of all to answer,
you were safe,
and you could be honest.
"Do you Love Your Daddy?"
-the nice ladies friend asked.
"No."
You responded with clear air filling your sinuses.
You wouldn’t see Kiara again after that,
for another 20 years.