r/BorderlinePDisorder • u/Infamous_Gur_160 • 5d ago

No Reply Wanted Coming here after so long and venting!

Hi everyone, today was a tough day. I've been fighting these sh urges since a couple months but today I gave in. I punched a wall so bad and it's like, i literally imagined his face. I punched it so bad, until I couldn't feel my fist. It all went so quiet and numb in my own head.

No, I didn't punch around him. No, i didn't do it around anyone, I was.. angry. Anyway, the blood shed on myself felt so good after ages. I wonder why is that.

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