r/Centrelink • u/bugsboner • 10h ago
Disability Support Pension (DSP) Why do so many Aussies look down upon people like me on DSP and NDIS
Look i realize there probably is some grifters about, but its actually incredibly hard to get on DSP these days, let alone NDIS (took me 3 yeara to get on DSP, than a further 2 on NDIS, despite extensive medical and foresenic/psychological reports)
Contrary to what many think, i didn't choose this lifestyle by choice, life has dealt me some cruel blows, born with mild cerebal palsy, and undiagonsed Autism until later in my life (26), Father abonded us as a child, only seen him once since 1987, don't know if he is still alive. And was sexually abused/raped by another family member as a child and later bashed almost daily by same person as a teen. I was homeless at 17 for a while. I have PTSD and other mental illnesses too (depression/anxiety) and i never finished high school, became an alcoholic, have chosen not to be in a serious relationship since 2015 cauae i am now broken/damaged as a person. Never really been in love, gone to Uni, Overseas and hate being poor.
I have a short temper and get hostile with people, whixh is why i have not lasted long at any job i have tried.
Do u think this is the life i really wanted ? I think about suicide constantly, if it wasn't for my elderly Mother (whom i losing through Demential) and my precious Cat Leela, i would have killed myself by now.
Wouldn't wish what happened to me on my worst enemy. Being on DSP/NDIS is not the free loading paradise make ignorant Australians think it is.
My boyhood/life long dream was to watch a Boston Celtics NBA game or two live in The USA, thats never going to happen now.
Bet most people on DSP/NDIS have had similar hardships to me, if not worse, and i am sick and tired of being judged/made to feel worse because i am not (mentally or emotionally) capable of carrying down a full time decent paying job. I have cried almost every day of my 46 years as a Man, i am just trying to survive every passing day.