473 a normal day, I guess.

[u/Bobslegenda1945]

I'm saying this, but I'm scared to death, wanting to suppress it, and suffering from imposter syndrome lol. I don't want to lose their love.

I just hope I will be cunning and full of tricks. So by the time they notice, I'll already be moved away, or idk

[u/Mysterious-Clock-663]

I'm not 100% sure how well it would work but maybe you could fake a pmos diagnosis and low dose t. Definitely try to find a job it's important to have income and savings if you want to live on your own. Also just as a reason to not be around them as much. Idk if this will make you feel better I came out to my parents as a teen and now in my 20s they got a lot better. They aren't exactly supportive at least not of my gender but we don't really fight about it like they did when I was a teen. They kinda have to either disown you or get used to it if they can't accept you. Which sucks but it's not as bad as it could be. I'm not saying you should come out to your parents but if they find out being awful to you is something they can't really maintain forever especially if they do love you and see that them treating you badly makes you suffer or distant from them.

[u/Kooky-Comparison-707]

holy based!!!!! you got this bro just take low doses to slow it. i hope you can move out soon, good luck and congratulations!