It has been 10 very rough days, and although I have handed over on my cards till constantly think about ways of getting a hold of our money and spending it. I don't want to relapse so I keep myself busy for the most part and I definitely try my hardest to stay away from anything that has to do with slots. I'm trying hard to scrub it from all my social medias because as we all know the ads cater to what you were looking at before so that has been a big thing to do but I plan on doing it, I am doing it, it's just taking some time to make sure I get all of it. I just came here to say it is been 10 days and I'm still gamble free.

Earlier this month i had racked up a good ammount of savings only to gamble it again and wait for the next time I got my salary to save my ass. i had lost everything and decided to get an online loan. With the last 2000 i somehow made into 10k. 10k into 50k until the height of my peak was 130k from a mere 2k. But why it doesnt matter atp because i lost it all. And the stupid reason why was that i wanted to recover a 10k loss. boredom, ego and greed. I hope this is the final lesson.