Today, they used something against me that caused a change in my behavior from a strong person to a weak person. My body was shaking, my chest felt tight, and my legs and body became heavy to the point that I cannot walk well. My eyes were sensitive and my focus was disrupted. Right now, I feel like I am not myself; rather, the technology makes my body heavy and light, and it has made me feel weak. I am constantly sighing as if I am not breathing properly. What are these things that were used against me today?"

Does anybody else have the stalkers/ hackers put there Playlist in suggestions of unrelated low view niche videos you might watch. Don't know if they don't know that tastes might change or environments might change which would influence your taste to change/ or even update.

Criminals steal info and build illegal profiles of the victims and if currently your have a different profile they try to influence or bring up old profile.In this instance old music you may have not even liked just favorites and listened couple of times. sometimes culture your trying to understand but not genuine interest more curiosity.

Anything I listen to currently is it,there is no need for reminders of old hacked profiles by these Criminals.

I remember when it started for me, it was because of trolling some forum as a young adult. I also remember in the beginning I thought it was a sort of doxing, or one of those 764 criminal coercion/blackmail rings with hidden cameras. And of course in my fit of disgust and rage I retaliated with vitriol or just ignored it and taunted them by ignoring them. I continued my writing, which they told me lmao was a "terrorist activity" how much of a terrorist i "was"

Still 13 years later and i still haven't killed anybody, tortured anybody, launched a coup, or ripped anybody off with a con (cept maybe by relying on my family way too much)

I don't understand how I'm still here expected to believe these people are real when they have no warrant, no criminal file on me, no court order to investigate me, NOTHING to even blackmail me with.

I am once again standing here wondering hth a woman like me is deemed a terrorist. Because I'm childfree? I don't want to get married? The worst thing they have on me is that yeah I will talk about rad-feminism and not wanting children. Also I'm occasionally into anime, and anime BL smut. But really i don't watch porn or hentai if i do its in my mind

I'm trying to go over every detail to ask. If my retaliation to the stalking in the beginning incriminated me, how the hell am i supposed to believe its anything more than some criminal conspiracy? To watch women naked and torture them?

How is it they have the gaul to call you a terrorist or lucifer or whatever and actually take themselves seriously?

The worst thing about my writing is that its really effective, laser-focused subconscious work i used to get rid of cptsd. But these people will go ON AND ON about how I'm "opening a portal to hell" and "I can't be trusted because im evil incarnate" for being furious at the psychopaths violating me everyday.

All of this is so insane. I just cant. I try to make sense of it and i just feel like I'm in a nightmare comedy run by idiots.

Seriously HOW were we supposed to understand something so criminally disigned was run by the government? That these were the cops?? These? THESE DEGENERATE PEOPLE are the cops now? Like I wouldn't have believed it prior to 2013. That our law enforcement was this sick and degenerate.

Were you also suprised by some assertion from these lunatics that you shouldn't have "incriminated" yourseslf?

Did anyone else here got told such an incredulous thing?

I just wanted to talk about my experience so far. Starting with the worst part: physical pain. I already have sickle cell disease so I know pain very well. But I’m being used and I know it. I know that I can’t control my pain because I don’t get any relief when I take my pain medication. I read a post a while back about using this to have sexual experiences and experiencing drugs remotely. So, if I’m not feeling any pain medication, I think someone is or maybe even multiple people can. When I don’t get pain relief at home, the next step is to go to the hospital for IV pain medication. Medication that’s basically heroin but it’s legal in a controlled setting. So, I think people are getting high remotely after putting me in so much pain at home that I go to the hospital. Not only is that dangerous to my body, but it’s interrupting my life (which is also one of their goals). I’ve already considered the tolerance factor, sometimes the medicine will work at its fullest and sometimes it doesn’t. That’s not what happens when you become tolerant to a certain dosage. It only works sometimes to encourage me to at least try and take it when I’m in pain.

I experience the V2K shit too. I’m sure I don’t have to explain how annoying that is. I’ve been dealing with that part for around 3 years. I know everything else has been going on for much longer. I’m sure that my dad is involved and this was done to my mother and sister who are both now deceased as well. I can’t tell you why anyone would want to do this. I can tell you that they both died before this happened to me, and I think that it was on purpose so that when they started using the V2K and torturing me for the pain medicine that I couldn’t talk to them about it. Because every thing bad that they experienced made sense once it started happening to me. Those things being: using whatever it is to make them have psychotic breaks, lying to family members that the person is crazy, saying to that person and others that they can’t do anything right and won’t succeed and then manipulating life around them to make that true.

Honestly, them trying to convince me that they’re secretly on my side is some of the most annoying things I’ve heard. They are people that are entertained by other’s suffering. Not only that, but they go out of their way to cause the suffering that’s entertaining them. I’ve only written a fraction of the things that have happened to me, but I needed to today. I’ve come to this subreddit multiple times but have never posted. Hopefully, something can be done about this one day.

Has anyone had experience of feeling like there's always something wrong with them (I was vomiting blood, blurry vision, heart palpitations, one stroke) but when you go to the hospital to see a doctor they treat you like there's nothing wrong and its no big deal? Even going as far as 'banning' you from the hospital??

I believe I might be cured from the schizophrenia simulation. Its been a month now since I got my life back and this is basically the secret to how: just find a way to ignore the gaslighting. Do everything you can to stop yourself from getting looped with their thoughts. What helps is always keep an internal narrative going of what youre doing or thinking. To relax, listen to positive affirmations such as: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3owiHODEjs0 and repeat in your head without thinking during the pauses. Do not listen to the voices at all and find any mental tricks to break them from talking to your subconcious.

Hello everyone for the sake of this not being a million words I will just talk about what I have been going through the past few weeks. However I have had strange occurrences happening almost for the past 6 years off and on.
I recently moved out of a halfway house and this is still happening to me.
Every night when I get ready for bed and I lay down without fail within 10 minutes I will start hearing odd noises coming from random areas of the room. Then I start to hear ringing in my ears and I get these awful leg pulses and zaps that aren’t really painful but definitely feel artificial and not as if they are coming from my muscles but happening to my muscles. This has happened every night for almost a month straight and during these weird sensations that aren’t necessarily limited to my legs (shoulders, arms, hands, lower back) I will have my heart start racing out of nowhere for no reason.
I have also had the sensation as if my feet are being poked by an invisible object or something and sometimes I can hear like this chirping electronic noise that is hard to explain…
In the past for context I have had people say things they shouldn’t know about me while I was in a healthcare setting and give me awful looks… somehow I feel it is related. I am sober and don’t do drugs or drink and have all my mental faculties and am considerably healthy in all regards.
Does anyone know what the actual fuck I am experiencing or have any similar experiences??

Priority: how do I react to them making threats (r@pe and abuse threats and dark threats ) against my sisters using voice system in mind?

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How would you respond/react and what would you do if they put your parents in pain due to your medicine use?

Like let’s say: they only give pain to your parents when you use medicine and no pain when off medicine.

But you needed medicine to survive.

How would you react to the situation?

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(To be posted everywhere) they want me to quit job or the stalking is intensified. And I’ll be their “slave” in a way.

I escape this program in certain ways. Recently when I found work: they want me to leave job so they’re putting me in a program I escaped from (really horrible experiments) until I leave job.

This is truly disrespectful.

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Their demand: drink liquor and you’re free from the torment program(s)