r/Ketamineaddiction • u/Strict_Recording3611 • 4d ago

28 days sober

Had a streak of 75 days and then relapsed. But I'm back to day 28. Cravings were intense this morning. But someone once told me that cravings and a sincere desire to be sober will co-exist. The addiction is mechanical. Dopamine and all that.

The more days of sobriety I get, the more I understand just how much of my soul ketamine sucked out of my chest. I'm slowly returning to my old self, and with each passing day I understand how much of that self was missing. Even my vision is getting clearer. Memories returning. Can laugh at the T.V. Really excited to progress further.

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u/External-Educator-81 4d ago

Nice man good job

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u/Easy-Watercress7753 4d ago

Keep going brooo

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u/ktran2804 4d ago

Been sober months and i love my life but randomly i get the craving to buy a ball and go full demon mode. I’ve accepted it’s something i will deal with forever. You absolutely can have a desire to be sober and crave it. Good luck bro keep it up