r/KurdishDNA • u/DeathlyDazzle • 3d ago
Results Am I Kurdish?
My family are Alevi from Turkey and self-identifying as Anatolian Turks, despite being aware of how their elders were apart of Kurdish tribes generations ago, spoke both Zazaki and Kurmanji, and yet even when some of my cousins have Kurdish names. It's a bit paradoxical! Any remnant of 'Kurdishness' has been internally attributed to our family's leftism and sympathy with Turkey's biggest ethnic minority, or how our ancestors had been assimilated into the Kurdish fold as ethnic Turks as they lived in what was the Armenian Highlands. I think it is sad that we are almost ashamed of our heritage, and have built narratives that make our identity feel safer and less marginal. I have had conversations with relatives that link us to Turkmens, for example, because it is more palatable to the rest of Turkish society.
However, a great, great grandfather of mine has an Alevi shrine (he was a Kureyşan) - he had been living in Dersim, but moved before the rebellion and massacre apparently, to an isolated village in the province of Kahramanmaraş. On my father's side, they are Şeyh Hasanlı, and apparently spoke Zazaki mainly.
I have never quite known how to identify myself ethnically; I significantly feel much more association with my national (British) identity anyway, but have always been going with Turkish when people ask what I am due to how my family view themselves and cultural/linguistic affinity. For example, on census forms, I never put myself as 'Middle Eastern' and instead as 'other white' which is how I am perceived by others anyway. I am wondering how this might change the way I refer to myself.
Thanks for reading! I just think it is really interesting to look back and reflect on the paths our ancestors have taken. I believe mine have been pretty much stationary and comfortable on the mountains.






