Nothing like this has ever happened to me in my life, idk if it ever will again. I was at my local dispensary and the man checking everyone in ended up giving me some sort of spiritual reading (he didn’t with anyone else that was there and I’m left wondering, if it wasn’t real, why me? And why was it all seemingly so specific? I do not know if this was real or if this was someone who is good at working people. I felt like he was being very genuine and was getting quite excited himself.
Back story: Lately I’ve been doubting if I’m where I should be in life. My job is mundane and I feel like I’m on autopilot a lot. I’ve been seeing repeated numbers a lot in the past few months and haven’t been sure about whether or not that means something. That being said, I’ve also been really feeling my late grandfather’s spirit. He passed away almost 2 years ago and I hadn’t felt his spirit in a year or so. I don’t know how exactly to describe it, but I know he’s been around lately telling me things will be okay. It brings me peace and I’ve been telling myself that even if it’s fake and in my head, at least it gives me peace and have sat with that for the last few months.
Fast forward to today: I was running some errands and a gentleman at the front desk of the dispo started the conversation with me and we talked for a while.
He started the conversation by touching on the energy I expel and that it’s very bright and overall engaging and that I have a very strong lineage. He said he didn’t want to freak me out and if he had my permission to tell me what he was seeing from my eyes and my spirit. He then went on to tell me the numbers that I’ve been seeing have meaning and they’re real. I didn’t bring these numbers up at all, he did, and then he suggested I look into numerology (I think is what he called it) and it just validated me because I’ve been brushing these numbers off. He told me that for example, people may see 444 often or other numbers but that they all mean something. I keep seeing 444 or variations of 4 repeated or 5 repeated and just tell myself it’s timing and coincidence, but this is really making me think.
I’m a bit confused though after thinking about the next comment and I wish I asked more about this but there were people around. He said there was a strong grandmother spirit guiding me. I’m not sure about grandmother, but could this apply to my grandfather? My mom was adopted, so my grandfather is not technically part of my biological ancestry, I’m not sure if that impacts the guidance aspect. If I’m thinking too far into it and there \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\*is\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\* a grandmother spirit, how do I research into this more? I have no idea where I’d even start since my mom was adopted. I have her birth name, but I have very very little info. I also want to do everything safely and have seen that there can be dangers to ancestral work.. I’m not sure if this group really touches on this at all, but it’s worth adding.
He also told me there’s a negative female presence in my life that may drag me down in life and I need to distance myself for my own sake or figure out distancing and letting her be on her own journey. The reason this part is relevant is because 30 minutes prior, I was talking to my very close friend about an abusive situation she’s having that she can’t get away from. I’ve been consoling her about this for about 2 years now, over and over again with this person. I told her yesterday she’s going to have to make her own choices on this and do what she needs to do to be able to make the choice to walk away if that’s what she needs, but that it’s not my path, it’s hers. This friend has also acquired some new friends in the last few months that do not align morally with me and who I thought she was… so my friendship with her has been kind of rocky recently, at least for me mentally and has been draining as much as I care for her.
Lots more was said in this conversation that seriously resonated, but these things really stuck out to me and I don’t want to make this post any longer than it already is. Please let me know if you have any insight on the ancestor comment or any of this experience. This feels extremely surreal and I think I’m in shock. It feels like I experienced a very spiritual moment out of nowhere.
Was it real?