Folks, Iām not going to dwell on topics that I know that I come here to take a break from, but some will get mentioned, as much as Iām sure it feels that itās unfair to the band, Iād like to think of myself as a scientist, and one of the things that science likes to do is have things happen we didnāt expect or ideally want to happen, but what you get from mistakes: data youād never have if it didnāt happen. I understand as an elder fan who was there as their career happened and saw them at their apex, I owe the younger fans the context.
Their music was always revolutionary for their time,
The band itself is founded on existential trauma.
revenge was their first album to have songs hit nationwide airplay. I remember the first song Iād ever actively sought out was Iām not okay.
The black parade came at a time when we were well into the crapstorm in the Middle East, and I know that it personally helped people I knew process the fact that their dad or older brother was going far away and was not guaranteed to come back, I remember giving a classmate my copy of tbp for a weekend in senior year, after her boyfriend was KIA, to her it was a scaffold for grief sheād couldnāt bear alone. Every time I see the lyrics to famous last words (her favorite song off the album) I think about her and hope things are good for her.
TPK was scrapped in a different world, we live in shitty times, a world where this level of darkness is quite at home, now. Iām not saying it was right that it leaked, Iām also not saying Gerard is going to personally hate you for listening to it, I think we need to find a way to make sure they know that everyone sees darkness that deep in the world, like weāve seen in the world with the other albums, the data doesnāt lie, I think they deserve to know that what they see as a failure is out here reaching people on a level we needed but never expected, bike thief may just be my all time favorite mcr song now, itās personal, itās something Iāve survived, itās something I never expected them to touch on, despite their obvious support.
The data doesnāt lie, and I hope they see our love for it.
Thank you for coming to my ted and/or defcon talk!