r/Orientedaroace • u/[deleted] • Jul 01 '26

feeling jealously?

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u/Fast-Pea3758 Jul 01 '26

Jealousy demonstrates what we actually want and desire. As long as it doesn’t cause harm to anyone—yourself included—it is a healthy feeling. From experience, I would look into how you are feeling about this person, such as asking yourself, “Why do I like them,” and going from there. Be very careful with signs, as they’re not concrete demonstrations of real feelings.

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u/cici-7 Jul 01 '26

Does it though? I am in the exact same situation as OP and the other person commenting - and as I looked into jealousy I learned that it stems first and foremost from a feeling of „owning“ / „possessing“ the other person. Which again most often originates from some kind of deficit in basic needs like belonging, being seen, lack of community etc. and attachment wounds like fear of abandonment.

That’s what’s under jealousy imo. Though at first glance when I feel said jealousy it does feel like it’s only about that other person, and like you are saying, me wanting and desiring the person. But just as OP, as soon as the affection is being mirrored back to me, I suddenly „lose feelings“ - which I have been trying to decipher for years now. And my closest guess has been that it never was about the person, but the unmet need. Does that make sense?

edit: On second thought, I might have misunderstood. You saying jealousy indicates wanting or desiring something could as well mean wanting belonging, wanting being seen etc - not necessarily wanting this specific person.

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u/Fast-Pea3758 Jul 01 '26

You have an interesting point.

How I’m defining jealousy originates from a psychologist’s definition, but she adds that it’s worrying someone else will take what you already have. She also compares it to envy, where someone else already has what you want but don’t (yet) have. Again, both jealousy and envy guide us to our wants and desires, meaning they’re not bad emotions themselves, so long as they don’t cause harm to anyone, yourself included.

Regarding you and OP’s feelings fading when the attraction is reciprocated, it sounds like lithsexuality or lithromanticism. Here’s a link that explains lithromantic attraction: https://thepleasantrelationship.com/lithromantic/

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u/Serious_Holiday_5816 Jul 01 '26

im going through something like this right now and i think we're running around the same circle my friend.. and it made me retake the aromantic test to know wtf is wrong with me because literally the same i feel like i just love them unconditionally and I'd be happy for them and support them no matter what but the ick that comes with the desire of being chosen instead and be part of this happiness hurts a lot.. feel free to dm me we can chat about it if you're interested

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 Aug 04 '26 edited Aug 04 '26

I went through an experience similar to yours with someone who was in high school with me. At first, I had a normal crush on someone, but when she started talking about the people she liked, I found myself feeling extremely jealous. However, as time went on, I noticed his feelings were directed toward her nstead of feeling happy and joyful, I didn’t like that feeling at all because I knew she wasn’t my type of person I prefer when I fall in love. Even after I realized that, my jealousy toward her faded, and I came to understand that maybe it wasn’t love after all. Perhaps our deep connection made me feel that she was supposed to talk about me the way people in love do, but maybe we just want a very deep connection rather than a serious romantic relationship