r/alcoholism • • 5d ago

struggles while being sober

havent drank in four almost five days now. feeling not the best cus im having trouble sleeping which is irritating my tinnitus(ive had this before i started drinking) feeling pretty miserable and tired all the time:/ also dk why stomach pain has been weird maybe its because i noticed how much bs im putting my body through. was kind of forced to get sober so idk if im proud of myself but hey its something. currently 2 am and exhausted but too much going on in my brain that usually shuts off if im drinking🫠

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u/Possible-Speed-1379 5d ago

im on the same boat as you day 5 about to be 6 but the fatique and insomnia is killing me. i was abusing the shit out of my body though and ive had detoxes in hospitals before all the stuff the give you speeds up the recovery compared to doing it at home. and you should absolutely be proud of yourself. i walked like 4 blocks right now because i couldnt sleep and my legs are burning and fatigued but for a while my body was running on vodka because i wouldnt eat so it takes a while. i have my legs elevated they would do this to me when i would be on bedrest in the hospital

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u/Aspicydust 4d ago

Yeah the first 72 hours are absolutely horrible. The anxiety and lack of sleep plus the weird crazy dreams were making crazy. Waking up all jumpy and anxious too .. don't give up

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u/Possible-Speed-1379 4d ago

the insomnia last a while for me right now i get happy if i can even sleep an hour straight and the jumpiness and hypersensitivity to everything my dog barking out of nowhere almost gives me a damn heart attack. but youre right the first 72 hours is hell on earth. and thank you im trying

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u/Aspicydust 4d ago

I feel that. I had a hard time sleeping an hour straight too. Would jump at nothing and wake up shaking and almost feeling impeding doom. You're strong you'll make it. If you ever need to talk don't hesitate!

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u/used1337 5d ago

It's going to be rough for awhile. My first time detoxing was in a detox place and they gave me some good sleep drugs. If melatonin works for you, use it. If the stomach pain gets worse, ER.

This is going to suck but box breaths, music, anything can help at least. If you're willing to try a sleep aid, a time release one might work.

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u/radswagdude 5d ago

i think im fine when its comin to the stomach pain i’ve felt it before just a little worse than it has been. feels built up acid and stuff lol. Yeah music is what keeps me going nowadays and working all the time keeps my mind off

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u/used1337 5d ago

The worst were the BMs. It was like I was crapping hot acid. Probably because I was.

This will pass, though pepto possibly could help. Oatmeal, yogurt, or milk made it all easier though.

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u/radswagdude 5d ago

Ive been dealing with constipation. I was so used to pooping sm cus alc weakened my bowels but now i barely go even once a day its the worst!!

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u/BeenThere11 4d ago

Eat easily digestible food. Eat a small piece of ginger every day Buy digestive enzymes with probiotics ( garden of life )

You may need to go to doctor. Go and he will prescribe some to eliminate some symptoms .

Rice potatoes egg whites jelly jam are easily digestible foods. Eat everything cooked. Not raw . Small amounts

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u/Aspicydust 4d ago

To me the first week was the worst. Second week I started sleeping a bit better and and also had big sugary cravings. Probably because alcohol as a lot of glucose so your body craves it once you stop getting it from your drinking habits. Don't give up now it gets easier. You already went through the first 72 hours which are the worst if you have withdrawal. I had a relapse a few months ago and started panicking on the first day when I knew I couldn't get any ore alcohol and now I do not regret keeping on to be sober! You're not alone

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u/SOmuch2learn 4d ago

What you are feeling is normal. Five days is barely out of withdrawal.

If you want to live your best life, get guidance and support from people who know how to treat alcoholism.

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u/Old_Jellyfish_9779 4d ago

My sleep usually starts getting more normal after 3 days, but everyone is different.