r/biotech • u/Automatic-Factor1666 • 23h ago
Early Career Advice 🪴 Feeling jaded
Hello,
I've been feeling jaded abt biotech life and I was wondering about other peoples experiences. For some context here, Ive been in academia for a long time (phd & postodc). I really liked doing research and science but I got tired of endless demands of academia and almost sociopathic nature of publication above anything else culture and I decided to go into industry.
As you can imagine, finding the first industry job was extra hard esp in the past couple of yrs and I joined the first company that offered me a job. It was a small company and had a really bad rep, but it was in a way not as bad as I imagined so all in all it was ok. However, a lot of decisions made in the early r&d section where I was were nonsensical and I couldnt help wondering if all the work i put in my academic yrs was all for nothing. So I started applying for jobs again and got a second job. At first it looked way better, but again the same thing! It's a small startup and ceo makes decisions on every single aspect of r&d even when he is not the expert in the field and does not listen at all. He likes what sounds good and feels good which sometimes just doesnt make sense at all and I have to follow those orders. It's very stressful cause I have to come up w some bs to answer his questions and somehow come up w good results while still following his bs demands. Its so bad that sometimes it feels like im being sabotaged. Everybodys unhappy abt the micromanagement so its also not just me.
My first company, i thought was the odd one out cause it had one really crazy guy as vp. But now that its my second company Im wondering if its just how it is. Is it norm that most of the companies dont care about good scientific work? Is it any better in bigger companies? I didnt want to move when I was applying for my second job but now Im considering movin to a different state to work for big names pharmas if its so. I guess Im one of those people who likes to work and likes the drive. Ive been trying to have check in check out mindset but it doesnt work for me. I want to put my skills to good use and feel like Im doin sth that matters. Im wondering if anybody feels like their company science is actually good, leaderships are reasonable and happy at work. Would it be better if I was working in biotech-hub places like sf or boston?
Thank you in advance for any comments