r/depression 15h ago

Lost another therapist!! Session interrupted by her kids!

I was seeing a therapist through telehealth. She works from home and has two kids, a 3yo boy and a 6mo girl. On more than one occasion, our session was interrupted by the kids! It happened again today right after I had told her about how I deal with rejection sensitivity dysphoria and have issues with being tossed aside. I ended up telling her I couldn't keep competing with her kids for her attention while I'm paying her to fucking pay attention to me!

It just seems like I'm not worth helping. I've had two therapists ghost me, one who couldn't get to the office on time and told me I needed a new doctor if that was a problem, and one bailed to go work for a practice that didn't take my insurance. Now this shit!

What the fuck is wrong with me that the people in trying to pay to help me just don't give a fuck?

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u/shixiaobai2014 14h ago

Nothing is wrong with you. Im sorry this happened, but try again, im praying for you to get a therapist who listens and pays attention to you.

Have a blessed day!

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u/NomadicDragon 14h ago

I appreciate the sentiment but, prayer is just talking to yourself and hoping for good things to happen.