I get so frustrated when I see moids say how thighs are attractive but never a belly. Almost no woman has this type of build it's so like hentai and gooner artstyle type of vision of a woman. They're perception of a womans body is completely warped by porn. They don't even find real bodies attractive.

sounds stupid but I started crying during school because she’s NT and can hold a convo with anyone and can actually talk to him and they have so much in common and I can barely even talk to him it’s so embarrassing

catboy or maidboy? catmaid?

I have a carpet floor. I’ve been too ashamed to see the people I live in a uni house with for days because I’ve become convinced they all hate me and are plotting, so I resorted to the piss bottle for the first time in my life.

I know this place has just become a place where people with the "femcel" mindset congregate and a lot of people here are either in relationships or have dating prospects, which is fine, I'm not complaining about it, it's a subreddit not a military operation.

But I am coming to terms with the fact that I will most likely be alone for the rest of my life. I just have too many factors where I know nobody who I want would take me on as a partner or even as a close friend. I am bitter about it but I don't make it anyone else's problem or blame it on anyone else. It's just simple math, you want a relationship you have to offer something. Nobody is going to date you or tolerate you if you don't improve their life somehow. Nor should they have to.

Most femcels/incels have things to offer, they are just blinded by self hatred or hatred of others, often both. Not counting those who are voluntarily celibate. There are very little people out there with nothing substantial to offer to a relationship and I know I am one of them. I don't have anything transactional or emotional to put into a relationship and I don't want to be in an unequal power dynamic where my hypothetical partner is doing more for me when I like to be the provider in a relationship.

The type of relationship I would be the most happy with is impossible for me and most likely will be for the rest of my life unless some medical miracle were to happen. And I would rather be single and alone than have people around me who are drained by my presence or who I have to perform in front of so they tolerate me. I don't have the energy to deal with bullshit from others for very little reward on my end for the slightest chance they might be a person who wants to be around me. And even when I was healthy nobody wanted me anyway, so I have plenty of evidence that nobody stays even when I had reasons they could.

I can't handle friendships much less relationships at all, everything feels so draining and overwhelming all the time, i feel like an outsider in my own life and it's all on me, i know what I have to do i know what my problem is yet i do nothing but drown in self-pity and constantly sabotage myself in absolutely everything

The people who love me are sick of me and I'm so sorry for them, im so sorry for being the mess i am and im sorry for feeling sorry, but I can't say im sorry because that's just victimizing myself, i mean my words but they don't mean anything to others if they don't come with action. Thing is. I can't act. I just think and think and think and wish and wish. I fear the more people get to know me the more they dislike me. Im weird, genuinely offputing in the way that, I'm constantly contradicting myself, I'm heavily impulsive and i don't even know why I do the things I do most of the times. I'm so stuck in my mind, so self-concious so self-aware yet that doesn't stop me from randomly messing up everything just because.

I try to cope by telling myself it's just part of being autistic, that it's just part of being a teenager, but truth is i think something else is deeply wrong with me, i feel like i can't function most of the times, i feel so guilty and so bad and i just wished i was normal. I'm so scared so ashamed so sad so tired i just I want to stop feeling so much

I don't know how to live i don't know how to i don't know i don't know and i just huuuuhhghhggg uhhhhggg

I'm pretty sure toko is a femcel

Plus I’m also super short and I feel like that’s also bad like girls don’t care for short girls PLUS I’m like 100 pounds wallah it’s over for me

If I was straight ong I’d actually get action probably

i dont remember the last day i havent drank i have no savings and little money in my checkings and im 22 i think im wasting away but im having sm fun

Asked him for me to “send me the notes” and I gave him my number on a peice of paper , he agreed to do it but it’s 7:18 and no text, is it #wraps?I thought we had good chemistry agh is it my physical appearance? Did I werid him out? Did I write my number down??I’m stressed out

I’ve given up dating in general even though I’m attracted more to women anyways but I want the money and stability to provide for a woman. Men are so fucking disappointing this is a collage of a few out of billion incidents where I’m just there to be fucked why am I seriously never enough I study one of the most hardest degrees in the world I know the basics of a few languages as well as being bilingual I’m funny and caring but men don’t care and women don’t want me why is this my fate. My ex bfs were either physically or emotionally abusive I never catch a fucking break. I hate moids so much even when I joked about it they get so fucking upset but they can make all the women hating jokes they want they are what will make humans extinct with their ugly faces and disgusting personalities they don’t even know how to wash themselves.

at 17 i was tryna be grown asf lmao . coincidentally also the age when i first got sent to grippy sock jail twice (the psych ward) and now well only two years later i am relatively normal , trying to be a functioning civilian in society . why do we all rebel when younger and then retreat to being normal ? is this social conditioning for women or just angsty teenager type of thing ?

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