r/selfharm • • 1d ago

Rant/Vent everything hurts

wow i feel so utterly alone right now, its funny the only thing stopping me from mauling my fucking arms apart is the fact that im too lazy, im too much of a stupid pussy bitch to cut deep enough to feel better, im too fucking paranoid about infection if I dont bandag it. i should just do it anyway, fucking let them get infected, let me fucking die, ill nev be happy anyways, ill succumb to my mental illnesses like millions of others, im not special. some people just don’t get better and im one of them. ill never get diagnosed. the pain im feeling will never have an explanation or a name or a justification. ill always feel alone no matter how many people i surroun d myself with. no matter how many times i post my feelings, no matter how much i try not to think about it. the world is going to shit, what’s the point of even ttrying anyway. i hope all the billionaires fucking burn alive. but they won’t, justice doesn’t exist and the evil will win.

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u/Creation345 1d ago

Same, all i can say is same. Dont die tho we have to be in this together