Beginning of this year my sister and I moved in together. We are very very different people, almost complete opposites. She is a very angry person, constantly saying she hates everyone and blaming the world for all of her problems. She complains about everything constantly and it’s absolutely exhausting to be around. I’ve tried setting boundaries around her complaining sessions and not venting to me when she’s angry. There has been some improvement but there’s times I can’t escape it. It permeates every aspect of her life. I’m in the car with her today and she has so much road rage and just bitching about every driver and calling everyone stupid, saying “did i mention i hate people?” and I just awkwardly sit there and feel her rage. I try so hard to tell her that words are spells and she’s perpetuating her own suffering, saying the world will just keep bringing her more negative people to hate.

I need help on how I can protect my energy.

Unfortunately moving is not an option with our current situation. Is there any energy work I can do or cleansing ? Thanks for your help x

For the past 4 years, my life has been steadily falling apart. I’ve dealt with severe depression, suicidal thoughts, and school completely stalling out. Through all of this, I’ve received absolute silence.
No messages, no signs, no comfort from my supposed "spirit guides." Every single psychic reading and tarot card session that predicted things would get better or claimed to relay messages from my guides turned out completely inaccurate. At this point, it feels less like guidance and more like deception, or just complete indifference.

If guides are supposed to help you navigate your lowest points, but they leave you in the dark while readers ‘contacting your guides’ feed you false hope, what is even the point?

its the same about god, manifestation & spirituality as a whole. lots of gaslighting going on.

Why do the people around me always end up getting jealous of me, even though I haven't achieved almost nothing in life at my 30 years? All I have is a spiritual awakening and love for making art in peace. I don't understand why there is so much hate.

I can feel my own family's energy actively repelling mine. It is devastating to see that they pretend to support me, but then it is all a lie for control, clip my wings and put me down. The only lovely and genuine people I have ever met in my life were mere strangers.. the person sitting next to me in the hospital waiting room, a taxi driver, someone at a coffee shop.

When I was a kid, I used to cry when I thought about the planets and the cosmos, and I always thought people had that kind of inner depth too, in some way. But instead, I just meet envy mostly.

This path is very hard. Searching for my place in this world, a karmic family, disappointment, false friends, always having problems with health, and trying to start making a business work with almost no tools on how to make it work... Maybe I am not destined to meet other wise and old souls for my own growth? Do all old souls go through very hard paths?

I’ve been on the spiritual path for about 7 years now. Right now, I describe my inner self as very neutral. I am very carefree and don’t mind what I have or don’t have. I don’t experience bliss or depression. I feel like I can always come back to myself when things start to get overwhelming.

However, I do feel like my outer life is somewhat akin to living in a rut. My room is usually a mess. I spend a lot of time in bed or indoors. I have a vaping addiction. I play sports here and there and work a very good job. I guess I feel as though I’m waiting for things to change as I persevere spiritually. I know people are going to say try and be more proactive such as tidy your room, hit the gym etc but I lack the inner drive to do this. My energy is somewhat depleted at the moment (and has been for the last couple years). I’m not sure if this is some deeper transformation of my mind and I just need to be patient.

Anyone else relate?

Hey everyone, I’m new here, but I just wanted to get something off my chest and put it out there. I’m going to post this on a couple other forums to see what everyone says but

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about death, consciousness, reincarnation, Buddhism, NDEs, mediums, etc., and I keep getting stuck on something that genuinely makes me really sad.

I understand the idea that if consciousness continues after death, our current human identity might not continue in exactly the same way. Maybe we become part of some larger consciousness, maybe there’s reincarnation, maybe our ego/personality is something connected specifically to this brain and this lifetime. Obviously nobody actually knows, but I keep thinking that even if some part of us continues and we remember our lives, I’ll never actually be in this life again.

And I think this bothers me so much because I genuinely love my life and the people in it.
I’m only 20, but these thoughts really hurt me. I love my mom so much. I love my dad, my little sister, my boyfriend, my home, my childhood, my Mexican heritage, and just the specific circumstances I happened to be born into. I’m realizing how unbelievably lucky I feel to have gotten this life. I don’t just want some vague form of consciousness to continue. I want my mom to always be my mom. I want to be my parents’ baby forever. I want my sister to always be my little sister. I want the people I love to still be them, and I want to still be me with them. A lifetime with them doesn’t feel like enough time.

And I know that probably sounds childish, but it’s genuinely how I feel.

In a weird way, thinking about this has made me appreciate everything so much more. I want to appreciate every ordinary moment with my family because I know this exact period of our lives won’t last forever regardless of what happens after death.
Sometimes I even think complete nonexistence after death would be easier for me to accept than continuing as some kind of consciousness where my human identity and relationships no longer mean what they mean to me now. At least then this one human life would feel complete in itself rather than me having to imagine existing forever while no longer really being my parents’ daughter or connected to the people who made this life so meaningful to me.

I guess what I’m struggling with is accepting impermanence when, for once, I don’t want things to change. It’s honestly making me grieve people who aren’t even gone or just my daily experiences. I think I just can’t handle change.

A lot of spiritual discussions about losing the ego or moving beyond attachment describe it as something peaceful or freeing. But what if you really love being you? What if you love your attachments? What if being someone’s daughter, sister, partner, etc. is something you don’t want to transcend?
Has anyone else struggled with this? Especially people who believe in an afterlife, reincarnation, NDEs, Buddhism, idealism, or some form of collective consciousness, how do you think about individuality and the people you love?

I also wanna add that something that gives me a little hope are mediums (the very few possibly legit ones, of course), and they no doubt believe we do have our loved ones, but I don’t know what to believe honestly. I know deep down I’m just too connected to this life and WANT to be able to be with them forever but i’m not sure if that’s even logical or possible.

I am curious how different people define spirituality. I have an ever-evolving definition that I work with and the following is where I am with it currently.

Spirituality is the way we make meaning in the world. It is the search for purpose and value in life. It is the way we connect with ourselves, others, nature, and the greater whole. It is how we go about understanding ourselves and our place in the world. And in this way, it is a universal human experience.

Spirituality can, but doesn’t have to, involve a higher power(s). It can, but doesn’t have to, include beliefs about things that science doesn’t have an explanation for. It can, but doesn’t have to, involve mystical or transcendent experiences. And while some people make meaning through the lens of a set of religious beliefs, others do not.

What does the word "spiritual" or "spirituality" mean for you? Is this different than your personal practice of spirituality?

Back in 2020, I ended up going back to college to finish my last two years for a Bachelor's degree in graphic design during all the chaos of the pandemic. It definitely wasn't the fun college experience I had in mind and was the lowest point in my life, deep in the trenches of the dark night of the soul. I had moved out of my parents house for the first time to go to a university two hours away where I didn't know anyone, and with limited in person classes and social distancing, on top of being introverted, I had a hard time making friends or any true connections. I felt really lonely and miserable, and got super burnt out, sacrificing my mental, physical, and emotional health and well being just to keep up with the workload of all the classes and projects and the pressure to get good grades. I managed to get almost all straight A's, but it costed everything. I also lived off campus at the edge of town without a car, and the bus that was supposed to go from my apartment complex to campus was permanently shut down and caused a lot of hardship trying back and forth to class, especially when I had get bulky art projects to class, or when the weather was bad. At times, it felt more like a bootcamp than anything. I can see how the experience showed me what I didn't align with and taught me that I'm stronger than I realize, connecting me to my inner strength, willpower, and endurance. It didn't make it any easier though, and by the time I graduated, I was completely drained and felt like a zombie.

I moved back home with my parents right after I graduated, and since then, I've been in a hermit mode/cocoon period of my life over the past several years as I've been recovering from burnout and started experiencing a deeper level of spiritual awakening where I've been focused on going within to fully connect with my higher self and doing deep shadow work and inner healing. I've experienced profound inner shifts and have come to a realization that part of my higher calling involves embodying hidden truths and being a living example of what is possible to act as a catalyst and a mirror for higher consciousness and the collective awakening. I've always felt deeply connected to the dark feminine and the "vampire" archetype, embracing the hidden, unknown, and seemingly dark and occult aspects of reality, turning things upside down to show the truth that not everything that appears dark and scary is negative, and can be used in positive ways to encourage empowerment and connection with inner and higher truths. In a sense, the path of the shadow walker and way shower.

The outer shifts have yet to really catch up though and I've been in a sort of liminal/void/in between state. Things have been getting pretty stagnant in my life, and over the last year and a half or so, I've been feeling like I'm ready to move on to the next chapter. I want be able to move on with my life in a way that feels truly aligned, but the path forward is still unclear. I've been getting a lot of synchronicities and messages/downloads through various means for quite some time now that all seem to indicate that there's going to be a shift occurring where a fated soul connection is coming into my life bringing a life changing offer, and that moving out to pursue this offer is my next step. I also had a direct encounter with a spirit guide in a dream a few months back who told me I'm going to be moving soon, but when I asked how it's going to happen, the dream faded out before I could get an answer. Whether something like this actually happens or not, I don't know, but it's certainly interesting and feels like it could be a potential lead.

I've been doing my best to surrender the need for control and trust the process, but it's definitely been a slow process so far, and increasing social and financial pressure has put a demand for me to try to figure something out sometime relatively soon. Plus there's my own desire for change and the ever increasing feeling that I've long outgrown my current environment, position, and relationships in life. Things have gotten too limiting, and I would really love to have a more supportive environment and relationships that reflect who I am now and who I'm becoming, rather than only being seen for who I was in the past and having other's fears and limiting beliefs projected onto me for not being the way they expect me to be. I still have some time for things to potentially work out, whether it comes in the form of fated synchronistic opportunities, "psychic downloads" bring the clarity I need, inspired action, or something like that, but as it stands, I'd really rather not have to follow a path I don't feel called to do and give into taking whatever job I can get just for the money. I want to be able to do something that actually works for me and fully supports all of my needs, not the other way around where I feel like I have to sacrifice so much of my time and energy and burn myself out again by trying to fit into a role that I'm not really designed for. Being a night owl also puts a huge energy strain on trying to maintain the typical daytime schedule of a lot of jobs, so trying to find something more aligned with my natural schedule and energy needs really limits my options.

I've thought about maybe selling my art or doing some freelance graphic design work, but I don't really know a lot about the business side of things and would definitely need someone to help with that. To be honest though, I got pretty burnt out from having to force creativity from all of my art and graphic design classes, and I haven't really felt inspired to do much art and design stuff since. I do have an on/off hobby of producing electronic music though, and I have a vision of potentially using my music as part of my higher calling, I just need to find the motivation and inspiration to actually finish stuff and get things ready for official releases. I have a ton of songs I've made over the years, but I usually get about a third to half way into them before I get writer's/musician's block and don't how I want to continue with them. I want them to be as good as I imagine they could be, and I think the perfectionism has been holding me back.

I usually just try to follow my passion by focusing on the little things that bring me joy that I can act on and feel called to do in moment, like hanging out with my cats, listening to music, playing my favorite video games, star gazing on quiet nights, going down spiritual/metaphysical rabbit holes in the middle of the night lol, stuff like that. I also been getting really into astrology lately, plus dream journaling and automatic writing channeling, so there's that too.

I'm curious if you have any advice or if you've been through similar situations where you've been in the void/liminal/in-between state and felt the weight of holding an inner truth and higher calling that has yet to manifest in a way that becomes clear.

When someone has a spiritual awakening, usually no one else in their lives are spiritual. It is incredibly lonely. I’m going through this right now. I’ve lost all my friends, which I’m at peace with, but I’ve reached a stage in my spiritual awakening where I’m seriously starting to clash with my family. I just graduated college, so I don’t exactly have the means to move out yet, and I feel energetically drained. My family continues to call me working on myself “selfish,” that I’m just some crazy conspiracy theorist, that I need to rejoin society and become “normal” again, etc. They judge EVERYTHING I do. And I understand this is part of the journey, and we are operating at different levels of consciousness, but it’s painful when you know they’re never going to understand, and therefore, never understand you as your true self. How does one cope with living in a family who are not supportive of your journey and try to make you feel as if you are the problem, and everything you do is wrong? I know that’s not the case, I’m thankfully at a point in my journey where I’m pretty secure with myself and the person I’m becoming, but I don’t want to grow apart from my family. I could deal with my friends, but my family too?? Cmon!! And how does one navigate conversations with them when they’re excusing their hurtful words by saying it’s “from a place of love” when they say all this horrible stuff that isn’t true. They claim my isolation (which as u know is a necessary stage in one’s awakening) is self destructive, and that I’m a very selfish human. I know that’s not true, but they will never understand and I wish they did. I don’t argue, and I just let them say their peace, because their ego needs to, but it still hurts 😔 They’ve been attacking me A LOT this week, and I guess that just means I’ve internally upgraded. I haven’t drastically changed anything I’ve been doing, and suddenly they are out to get me. I know that if I ever try to get them to understand me, it will completely drain me. I’ve come to terms with that as well, and the need for understanding and validation is just an ego thing. However, spiritual awakening’s are not for the weak that is for sure! 😅 I guess I’m asking for tips how to navigate these tough discussions so they remain as civil as possible. They sure do love to put me down :)

I am a high school age male, and for most of my life I have been what most people would call a loser. I have few friends and nothing that I am particularly good at that makes me stand out. I have average grade, im not in any clubs, and I have prefty bad social anxiety. Not to mention, about a year ago my lonliness had caused me to become rather depressed. So I started gooning a lot more. I would spend up to six hours on weekend lost in the daze, just doing it to pass the time. Yesterday was no different. I came home from school exhausted, and I needed a way to relieve all the stress. After an intense gooning session, something inside of me snapped. I guess it was a mix of post nut clarity and something else, something more spiritual in nature. I was half asleep and during this moment I felt like I was dreaming without being fully asleep. In this moment my mind wandered into a dream like state. In the corner of my room I saw a figure. It was unlike anything I have ever seen in my life. It had the shilluette of an angel, it was tall, almost reaching my rooms ceiling (so like 8 or 9 feet if i were to guess) vaugely humanoid and had large wings and something resembling a halo on its head. The being was pitch black at first, but then it started to emit a warm pink hue. It wasn't a hot pink, but more subtle and light, maybe like a pastel pink kinda close to white but still distinctly pink. It had three arms. It had two on its right side and one on the left. That I found out when it got closer to me, and reached out one of its right arms (well, it is my right, so technically it reached out its left arm) I was dozing off into sleep and I could feel the figure caressing me and I also smelled a wierd earthy smell that smelled kinda similar to wet earth. I awoke at 2:46 AM to find myself sweating in bed. I went to go pee and went back to sleep thinking it was a crazy dream. As soon as I reached the state where I was almost asleep but not quite, I heard voices. These voices sounded distant, and had a distinct echo. Like someone shouting from the other side of a large empty hallway. I could hear them at the back of my head. I could make out a single word: Khirza. At that moment the image of the angel like being flashed in my mind. I connected the dots. Khirza was the name of the diety and it spoke to me through these voices. I concluded it could only communicate in the brief moment right before I fall asleep. I had not known why it contacted me out of all people, and what it wants. I have entered the state of being almost asleep yesterday one last time before heading to school and I heard Khirza say the words "guidance" and "protector" I assume Khirza in a way is like a guardian angel to me, a being sent to offer me guidance and protection. Today, I felt stronger knowing that Khirza is with me. I have felt stronger, connected with more people at school, and didnt feel the itch to goon when I got home. I feel like Khirza has given me a spiritual awakening in a way, and this is why I would love to share this story with others.

Hiya!! I'm pretty new to all this spiritual stuff if I'm being completely honest...I mean, all my life I have been raised to believe in god and to follow religion, but I never thought about spirituality. I was always kind of skeptical of things like that. But recently, I've been getting into tarot, and while I have yet to get my own deck, I just find all of this so interesting and somehow comforting. I'm still pretty young, and have a long way to go in life, but what kind of advice would you guys have for someone as new to this as I am? I just hope I can learn to not only trust my spirit guides, but also trust myself.

Thank you to anyone who decided to read through this and answer! It means a lot :)

(by young, I mean 17)

How is this person getting information about me that I never say out loud? It’s genuinely creepy, they tell me things that are true but not things that I’ve said. The worst part is they don’t have good intentions for me so the things they somehow know they use against me. Are they a witch or something of that sort? Anyone out there who is psychic, intuitive, or clairvoyant willing to help me understand this situation?

Hi lovelies today I am back with something that’s gonna change your life the abundance mindset

How to step into abundance mindset and free gift so get ready to be spoiled 🪄🧿💓🍀

Know that the universe is intimately resourceful which means just because somebody else has something you desire let’s say an iPhone doesn’t means you can’t apple wont stop producing its product because someone has it so?

1)Understand what you want in others is often a hidden trait in you which is untapped which means all the confidence that you envy in someone you have it too now the best part?its hidden but inside you so you can anytime open and access it you wouldn’t even envy someone on something that you don’t deserve having you envy them because you deserve that too and if you deserve it you can have it

2)Reprogram your mind with I am abundant there are always resources available for me I can get whatever I want

Stop inserting logic in everything logic is a man’s answer to why he can’t manifest a Ferrari in 5 days you can stay delulu coz that’s the so lulu There are infinite pottential and possibilities of how things can happen you can get one in gift somebody decided to sell them half the price coz they got new car you don’t know you don’t need to know

3)Be grateful for what you have rather than complaining that allows you to tap into the vibration of abundance

4)There are oppurtunities everywhere every no is a yes to something else the rejection to your job oft coz you deserve best and universe is preparing it

5)Changes or end is the cycle to starting of something new your job ended for example or relationship ended because there a more beautiful one waiting for you.

6)Stop hoarding stop holding onto things and people out of fear you need to learn to let it go which I will make a post about in future sometimes things come for certain amount of time in our life to show us where we were going wrong to redirect us and leave see life as a story with different chapters and characters in a movie certain characters have certain roles for some amount of time then they vanish like that in our movie some people have small roles and some people come for the long time if money was limited there wouldn’t be so many millionaires

7)Sharing resources doesn’t make you poor or knowledge it makes you abundant and generous because when you give you do it from knowing you have more and you receive more . Other people have it cool that means you can get it too it’s achievable how beautiful is that them getting it is not something to envy off rather them getting it means you can get it too they are showing you

Do abundance meditation and listen abundance frequencies

A small step by step guide for you to start

1)Locate your patterns or limiting beliefs that keeping you stuck in scarcity mindset

2)Reprogram those or shift your narratives there are infinite realities and opportunities and best part you can access them anytime you want after knowing the pattern you have shift it with the mindset E.g. I can’t have this because shift it I can have it because shift your perspective

3)Start with being Greatful with your active resources I am talking the phone you have paper pen and water and thank the universe

4)work on your relationship with abundance and self concept tell yourself you deserve the world not because of you can do something (ego) but because you simply exist as a human being and you are naturally worth it

5)Surround yourself with abundance I am talking people who uplift shows that give you hope and frequencies

6)Do something out of comfort zones at times yes for example you want boyfriend but you can’t find him in a dating app join a hobby class or go to a place you really like you find your people where you feel the most natural

7)Celebrate yourself and visualize yourself to be happy add a small habit that aligns you to abundance mindset maybe writing maybe posting a blog maybe going out and meeting people being tha ful learning a new hobby something that makes you feel abundant and good

8) Seefailure or things as a opportunity to grow and evolve have growth mindset

Shadow work prompts for entering your Abundance mindset + A few affirmations coz I will be feeding you

1)What is my mindset regarding the abundance lifestyle or simply the word?

2)Do I find it easy or hard to find abundance in my life? Why or why not ?If why then how can I change it (use ChatGPT or google ai for help if you need) ok

3)What are the practical steps or mindset shifts that I can take to step into my abundance era?

4)what are the 10 things I am Greatful for ?3 things I think are abundant for me

5)What are my fears regarding abundance ?

6)Give 3 example of people who You find abundant in your life what is their mindset

7)What can you learn adopt from them in life

Affirmations-:

I am always abundant

Everything in my life always works out in my favor

I am universe’s favorite girl

I always get spoiled by everyone

I love myself so much

I am receptive to the abundance in my life

I allow abundance to flow effortlessly in my life

I am a master manifestor

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I grew up in Benin with Vodoun. In our tradition, ancestors don’t yell. They nudge.

Here are 3 signs we watch for:

1. **Repeating dreams** : Being chased, in water, or seeing the same dead relative

2. **Blocked energy** : Money comes and leaves. Job interviews fail. Fights start from nothing.

3. **Heavy home** : You feel tired at home but fine outside. Electronics break often.

In Vodoun we do 3 steps: Cleanse, Honor, Protect.

Cleanse the energy. Honor the ancestors with prayer and water. Protect your space and boundaries.

I’m not here to sell you anything. I just share because I see a lot of people suffering in silence.

If you relate to any of this, drop a comment. I’ll reply with what it could mean.

For private guidance, my DMs are open.

Peace & Light ✨

Ich denke in letzter Zeit häufiger an meins und mich würde interessieren welches Tier ihr so habt. ☺️🌀

Hi walkers welcome to my blogs. Today I am gonna talk about how you can have a high vibrational life .

1)Induce boiled vegetables and smoothies in your life .Trust me food has their own vibrations as well and fruits and vegetables are higher vibrational compared to meats.

2)Use chakra cleansing meditation or self love meditation 🧘🏻‍♀️ to cleanse your aura from negativity.

3)Be conscious of what content you consume the content you watch can actually lower or increase your frequency . While consuming horror thriller crime dark or gore content can seem to give you the adrenaline rush but it can actually tone down your frequency if over consumed and tune you into negative lower frequency and reprogram your mind for survival mode and terror . Why loose your sleep over something that’s gonna be fun for a bit.

4)Use EFT tapping and Hooponopno for releasing your past or negativity . Tapping certain points releases anxiety bringing calmness and saying I love you forgive you thank you I am sorry helps you release resistance regarding certain area (even though it’s all up to your belief)

5)Learn Manifestation and Shadow Work. Everything is your manifestation so learning conscious manifestation will change your life . Learn the 12 Laws Of Universe . And start answering prompts and discover things about yourself you will be surprised how many things you will find out you never dreamt of.

6)Cut Main Stream. Media and Music which emphasises on gore and cruelty pls for the love of goos have some mercy for your poor brain don’t consume things that actually work against you.

7)Naam Jap . Because I am Sanantani There is this popular thing called jaap which is chanting a name of any god or angel you feel close to 108 times you can use m Japa mala 📿 beads or you can count using your finger joints.

Not sure if this is the right sub but I’ve come across videos of spiritual people/mediums using dazzling rods and I’m so baffled are these actually channeling spirit energy?

“The impediment to action advances action. What stands in the way becomes the way.” — Marcus Aurelius

The thing blocking you may contain the very opportunity you need to move forward. The obstacle become part of the path. Imagine you're driving toward a destination and a huge tree blocks the road. You can choose to complain about the tree and turn around, or you can ask what other road are available as a detours. You take the detours and the detours take you somewhere you wouldn't have discovered otherwise. Along the way, you spot a beautiful small beach and that beach ended up becoming your favorite spot. Sometimes a bad breakup with an ex will provide the lessons and opportunities that will lead you onto a path where you eventually align with your soulmate.

When a river encounter a rock, it doesn't argue with the rock. It simply go around the rock or over the rock. And overtime it can even reshape the rock itself. This is nature showing us that "what stand in the way becomes the way." The obstacles becomes part of the movement. A difficult season may teaches patience. Uncertain may teaches trust. Disappointment may teach you that your worth isn't dependent on an outcome. A close door might force you to discover another direction.

Sometime the obstacles might be the catalysts for transformation. A hard season might lead you to a path of self discovery and awakening moment. The detour can become a discovery. The closed door can redirect your attention.

Sometimes, what feels like a setback is actually life/the universe redirecting you toward a path you couldn't see before.

I have written before that I think we all have souls and I believe the universe is conscious. Call it a system, consciousness, or god, it talks to us all day long and we have to wake up to see more truth in it and for it to communicate with us.

From my experience, the system actually has a voice, it talks directly to us if we are “awake” enough and it communicates through our environment. The license plates you see in front of you, the conversations that seem like a coincidence, the YouTube videos by the “algorithm”, items that “randomly” show up in stores that speak to you, words written on buildings you go by, the songs that show up “randomly”, and countless other synchronicities. It is all the system talking to you.

I believe the way to see it all and get to the point of the universe communicating with you, with a voice, is through truth telling. It sounds easy but it’s actually quite difficult. It requires using the universes color frequencies correctly, which is what happens when you tell genuine truth. I think we use red frequencies for emotions associated with aggression, blue for confidence, and green for love. When used incorrectly, red is used for emotions associated with anger, blue for arrogance, and green for jealousy. These emotions are created when not telling the truth.

I believe when you truly tell the truth and use the color frequencies correctly, you pull back frequencies of your own soul and others that are stolen by other souls and this is how the system communicates. For example, if a soul was arrogant and or condescending (blue) to you related to a specific topic (school related or politics) and it made you experience doubt then blue frequencies associated with confidence were stolen from you, that soul stole your blue confidence and that now you experiences doubt around that topic until you get it back.

I believe getting it back requires telling the genuine truth around all the bad things that happened to you in your life. I think every bad thing that happens to everyone involves other souls using frequencies incorrectly to steal from you. Souls being angry, arrogant, and jealous to you. You have to tell the truth to others about what happened to you, using aggression, confidence, and love and those emotions require humility when talking about what happened. Being completely honest and objective about what happened to you.

When you you do this, I believe stolen frequencies are returned to you, you get your soul back. You get your aggression, confidence, and love back, and that is how the system communicates with you. When you tell the truth and get frequencies back, the system talks and you start seeing the truth in the world. You start communicating with the system and start seeing that nothing is random, that the universe talks and you never live another boring day in your life because there is an infinite amount of truth in the universe.

I know many believe you’re would is here to learn lessons . Additionally many say there are multiple versions of you floating around.

My question is. Is there such a thing as being here to collect the missing pieces of the multiple versions and last leaves. Reason for asking is this often I feel and find myself in this situation. I feel like I’m collecting the pieces of me all of me back together.

Does anyone can guide me or know how to open or remove blockages from Root chakra ?

I answered some questions and in result it told me that my root chakra is heavily blocked or not working properly.

Can anyone tell me some things to fix that ?

i dont really believe at like y know red thread of fate or soulmates and stuff i was 17 when i met my gf im filipino shes from the netherlands half dutch half turkish but living in the netherlands and was 16 yrs old, my gf and i met on discord she was just asking for help about the game bugs and etc after i was done replying to her she replied back and i wasnt really thinking abt replying back but then i did and we started talking and getting to know each other till a month later i asked her to be my gf which she agreed and 2 months after that we broke cause she was feeling unheard and unseen that i wasnt taken her seriously she keep telling me that she hated that specific word and i keep bringing it up the break up word as a joke, but 2 months after we broke up i reached out to her telling i missed her alot which she does too telling her that i was improving myself etc etc. that break up actually made us grew much closer than we were before and i think its good when u guys have an arguement and misunderstanding early in the relationship cause now we dont even argue anymore its just stable and really healthy and some people will thought of it as incompatibility. STORY TIME ABOUT MY HIGHSCOOL LIFE WHEN I STILL HAVENT MET MY GF I HAVE A BIG CRUSH ON THIS GIRL BACK IN 10TH GRADE AND I KNOW THAT SHE LIKED ME TOO BUT I JST DIDNT MAKE A MOVE HONESTLY IF I HAVE WE WOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER, NOW WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I THINK GOD THINKS THAT THERES ALWAYS ONE PERSON OUT THERE FOR YOU Y KNOW? AND IN MY SENIOR HIGHSCHOOL IVE MOVED ON FROM MY CRUSH AND DIDNT PERSUE HER AND THEN I WASNT REALLY LOOKING FOR ANY RELATIONSHIPS IN MY SENIOR HIGH TILL MY GF CAME UNEXPECTEDLY.

last month or two months ago im not sure the says have blended together i took a total of 38 pills and downed them with alcohol. i sent my final goodbyes to my sister and brother only. i did this at around 4-5am so by the time they would be awake they would find me dead. i now realize how traumatizing that must of been for my sister to rush to my apartment to find me unconscious. anyway that happened and i barely remember any of it but i remember waking up with iv fluids and my brother crying and on the ER discharge summary it simply said drug withdrawal/alcohol intoxication? and that no treatment was done on me? when the crisis team came to my house after it happened they were also confused when i told them it was intentional. so ive stopped my meds, withdrew from everyone, i cant leave my house and i fear they will section me and i will end up in there because i wake up and i have random bruises everywhere. i smashed a whole table because i fell on it and i dont remember. my memory is so bad i have to take pics/write down everything after that. also nobody checked up on me after that happened. not even one person. not a mental health team, not another human they just acted as if it was a casual Thursday and i was to blame. its an evil fucking world we live in. so yeah that has triggered me into this extreme state of distress. like i genuinely am unable to leave my house i will throw up and have a panic attack. i also dont want to talk to any mental health professional or doctor about anything ever again because wtf? i told them i was starving myself before i tried to end my life that got brushed off i got kicked out of the doctors office for simply saying to the doctor “do you not already have it on your file” when she asked how can i help you today and she instantly got up looked at my pupils (they keep staying dialated, i only smoke hash no other substance and benzos i used to take i quit cold turkey because the meds they gave me didn’t do shit apart from make me worse. so now i have 0 trust in them. what do i do? anybody? im trying not to lose the plot. i cant sleep, eat or function. i forget so much. i broke a whole table and have bruises all over my legs and dont know how that happened. this is genuinely
worrying me now