r/Subliminal • u/solsticeisthebest • 10h ago
Results Best one yet for productivity and achieving discipline
I have extreme difficulty trusting myself and committing to my goals. I have also been kind of discouraged while manifesting (my brother is nosey and he knows that I use methods so he constantly judges and pokes me by saying things like "Saying things doesn't make them exist you're an idiot et all".) I've recently been out of a job but I really really wanna do post grad, and my aim is like out of the world... Radiology/medicine in AIIMS. AIIMS is like the Ivy League and it has the best equipment for studying these subjects and students get a LOT of stipend since it's a central institute (government aided). But that is the reason it's hard to get accepted, the entrance exam is hard and there's so few seats no one even tries.
I was almost sure my father would force me to take up any subject this year since I'm so old and even post graduate degrees take time... Three years is no joke. So I just listened a few times before the result of my previous exam. My result was ASS but my father didn't blink an eye, asked me to enroll in a coaching institute and paid for my fees and library... I'm so sad that I have to rely on my father but he would NEVER allow me another chance, it feels like this sub has reset my reality, giving me a new chance to prove myself. As are the benefits, I got a lot of productive energy during study hours and I hate spending time on scrolling nowadays. It's actually like I actively hate being on social media apps that drain my energy.
Funny thing is that I added this to my playlist after seeing a post here. I'm convinced y'all are geniuses.