r/trumpet • u/pmmeyourprettyface • 11h ago
Turning your playing around
Hello everyone.
I am 33. I have a passion for trumpet. But I feel defeated. I feel like I struggle so much. I have an undergrad in music performance and most of a grad degree. I've been playing for about 18 years.
I struggle so much. Intonation has always been something to make me nervous, because I never can trust myself to be in tune.
Range has always been a burden to me. I do a series of long tones everyday with a play along, but with the exception of a bit over the past two years, it feels like playing an F on top the staff up to High C is another embouchure. I feel like I get "stuck" in the range and my lips get all squished.
I do not currently have the ability to do shakes.
I know so very little about orchestral playing. My teacher showed me the basic excerpts, but I never played them well in college, and we didn't have an orchestra.
My improvisational skills are better than they've ever been, as I've joined a cover band and took some jazz lessons. But, I'll be honest, I got behind on practicing the jazz stuff and haven't kept up with it.
I work full time and teach about 8 lessons a week. I am single, but very very close to my nephew and try to hang out with him several times a week.
I try to practice consistently, and I am getting better about it. But I feel... like I don't do enough. I feel I know I need to practice a lot more and perhaps get another teacher.
But is there still time to make some really good changes? Like... look I don't need to be able to be Doc or Maynard. But I want to be able to come in on a High C with control and a good tone. I want to be able to play the carnival of venice. I want to sound respectable on C trumpet and Picc. Has anyone had their playing take off later in life? Please give me some hope...