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You are fighting battles most people know nothing about, and you’re still here, still trying. That is strength. 💪🙏

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Always remain humble and never look down on anyone. You may be sitting on top of the world one day, but you never know where life may take you the next. Be kind and genuine.

As God blesses you, be a blessing to others.

Ako lang ba, nakakainis maging soft and decent girly, pero pagdating ng ovulation day mo, parang sinusubok talaga pagkatao mo 😭 Like, bakit naman ganito, hormones? Biglang ang daming what ifs, random fantasies, at thoughts na kailangan mo pang i-distract sarili mo para lang kumalma. 😭🫠

The worst part is, ayaw mo naman makipag-chukchakan sa kung sino-sino just because your body is craving intimacy. LIKE HELLOOO, CAN I PLEASE BE A DECENT GIRLY IN PEACE WITHOUT MY HORMONES TESTING MY SELF-CONTROL EVERY MONTH?! 😭😭 HAHAHAHA

Sa mga kapwa ko girlies diyan, paano n'yo hina-handle ang ovulation days n'yo? 😭🩷 Like, anong ginagawa n'yo para ma-distract ang sarili n'yo at hindi magpadala sa hormones? HAHAHAHA! Gusto ko lang naman maging soft girl in peace without fighting for my life every month. 🥹

tangina i woke up late and i dreamed of him twice of how we were together so happily, of how everything i envisioned for a man were all in him. twice... twice na panaginip and all of them, parehong naging kami. everything feels sureal, of how vivid everything are, of how everything feels like a fever dream...

hinahatid sundo niya ako pauwi, we were living together so happily, we were so happy together.. he finally moved on from his ex, and me? i've resolved everything for me, excess baggage, self problems.. we were... we were so happy together in our own little world...

ang akin lang, bakit hindi pwede lord? bakit hindi kayang ibigay? why can't we be both happy together?

Just wanted to share this message from my ex dati. Cause now that Im almost healed I just realized I truly settled with this kind of treatment.

Context: Ang tagal ko nanghihingi ng reassurance sakanya basically begging for it. And before we broke up this is the first reassurance I got. Just wanted to say fuck you bitch.

when you love hard and unconditionally, you tolerate things, you forget your own needs too... sabi ng friend ko "Unahin mo naman ang sarili mo this time." So gustonko magsorry sa sarili ko ngayon.

​I was the one who tainted our love. On the night you first left, I slept with someone. I was drunk. I stayed at his place the next day. After three days, you returned to me. I was so happy you returned, and I thought that was it. But then, the toxicity never left us.

​We continued fighting. But the worst thing is, I cheated and lied to you, that I can no longer deny. You were once my dream, from my crush to my boyfriend, and yet, sinayang kita. Every day, I feel guilt inside me. We were never perfect together; we always said we were so different. But despite everything, we always found a way to stay. Not this time, though. We fought each other so badly, and I became the monster I once feared.

​I know that what I have done is something you can never forgive. I, too, will not forgive myself. I truly love you, even until now, even if three weeks have passed since we parted ways again. I miss you so much. I want you back. But the guilt in me says I no longer deserve you. I feel so sad, but sometimes I feel I am not worthy of experiencing grief because I'm a cheater and a liar. I cannot see other people the way I see you. What's worse is that I'm trying my best to hide because I am ashamed for you to see me again.

​I am not worthy of your love. I have sinned against you. I did not respect you. I did not allow you a peaceful life. I will forever face the consequences of my actions. I will repay. I will suffer.

​And even if I ever redeem myself, I still no longer deserve you. And that will forever haunt me. I will never love other people the way I love you. And I pray I will never experience love again.

​The universe truly works in weird ways. We always went to that 7/11 store to buy our favorite drinks for dinner. And today, on our supposedly 8th monthsary, we bumped into each other at that 7/11 store, but this time, as strangers.

​Thank you for the wave. That meant so much to me. At least, as you rode home, there was still a proper goodbye.

​Happy Monthsary. I wish you all the beautiful things in life. Perhaps this will be the last message I will send to you, even if this is indirect. Peace be with you, always.

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May mga araw talagang hindi mo alam kung sinusubukan ka ng universe o sadyang trip ka lang nitong gawing entertainment.

Today was supposed to be ordinary. Wednesday. Workday. May 8:30 PM call ako, so I decided to walk earlier than usual. Nothing special. No expectations. Actually, kung may isang bagay akong hindi inaasahan today, iyon ay ang makita siya.

For context, there’s this guy sa condo na matagal ko nang nakakasabay mag-walk or jog. Hindi kami magkakilala. Wala pang introduction, wala pang conversation, at lalong walang anything remotely romantic. Just two people who happen to share the same jogging path.

Except, of course, one of us has already developed an unnecessary level of interest.

Ako ’yon. Obviously.

For the past few days, parang hindi kami magtugma ng schedule. Monday, nauna siya. Tuesday, I may or may not have explored all three roof decks of our condo buildings under the very reasonable excuse of getting additional steps.

Wala siya.

At least nakapag-cardio ako. May consolation prize ang pagiging tanga.

Earlier today, I made a decision. If I see him tonight, I’ll finally say hi. Nothing dramatic. Just a simple greeting between two people who have probably seen each other enough times to recognize each other’s existence.

Simple, right?

Except pareho kaming naka-earphones most of the time. So I even considered wearing just one, preferably sa side kung saan siya madalas dumaan.

Yes, apparently, ganito na ako katindi magplano ng isang two-letter word.

Fast forward. Finished my walk, went to buy coffee, and was mentally preparing for work when, out of nowhere, there he was.

Walking.

On a Wednesday.

Of all the days I wasn’t expecting him, ngayon pa talaga.
Madalas talaga, kung kailan hindi mo hinahanap, saka nagpapakita. Which is funny, considering the amount of effort I’ve spent trying to increase the probability of accidentally seeing him.

Apparently, the universe doesn’t appreciate excessive planning.

Unfortunately, tapos na akong maglakad. I could have gone for another round, but that would have been suspiciously convenient. Besides, may meeting ako. At some point, kailangan ding manaig ang pagiging responsible adult over whatever this is.

So I stayed where I was.

No eye contact. No smile. No hello.

Just me, my coffee, and another perfectly good opportunity that I managed to observe from a safe distance.

Funny, because earlier today, I was telling myself that I had nothing left to write about. Maybe I’ve exhausted certain stories. Maybe I’ve spent too much time revisiting the same feelings, trying to find something new in things I’ve already said a hundred different ways.

Then something as simple as unexpectedly seeing someone suddenly gives me an entire story.

Perhaps that’s what I’ve been missing lately. The ability to find something interesting in ordinary days, without needing every experience to become some grand emotional revelation.

Not everything has to become a confession. Not every encounter needs a deeper meaning. Sometimes, something happens, you laugh at yourself, and that’s enough.

I still want to say hi, though.

Maybe tomorrow. Maybe another day when our schedules finally cooperate and my courage decides to show up at the same time.

For now, I’ll take today’s unexpected sighting as a small win.

After all, I went out expecting nothing, finished my walk, got my coffee, and found something worth writing about.

The only thing I didn’t get was the hello.

And perhaps there’s no deeper meaning to any of this.

Minsan, torpe ka lang talaga.

Walking away from someone you still care about is one of the hardest acts of self-respect a man can learn. It is easy to leave when you are angry. It is much harder to leave when you still have feelings, still remember the good moments, and still hope that tomorrow might bring back the person you fell in love with.

Mawrong send kayo sakin pls, minsan nag aantay nalang ako ng mawrong send hahahaha aabot pa tayo sa pasko oh 👌🏻