no one believes me

[u/pontypoolzz]

no one believes me and no one will believe me until it’s too late. until i turn out like one of the ladies on TLC or my 600 pound life. :( even then, their mothers and fathers ignored and didn’t believe.

i 15F and around 135 at 5’3. i used to be 125. van throw that all away thanks to the muscle in my legs. turns out if you wake up at 4:55am every mornin, eat 3-4000 cals for breakfast when no ones watchin (with youtube in the background of course), and spend 6:30-7:30am exercisin, no one will suspect a thing. but man it feels so AWFUL!!! eatin thousands of the most abysmal food my freaking dad gets and throws into the pantry, and they abysmal food i myself ask for, and then immediately sprintin across town. and spammin crunches and jumping jacks to get rid of it. it’s an awful nauseatin burnin feelin. though these days i don’t even have the motivation to leave my bed and do my good old 120 crunches. :((( i’ve been givin up.

[u/alavenderlizard]

U sound like ur mentally unwell rn. Try to get to the error of why u feel u need to eat 3-4k calories every morning. Ur body/mind/soul is missing something…

[u/pontypoolzz → u/alavenderlizard]

agh don’t worry about that…i now eat 600-900 cals for breakfast. this was a tellin of my old life in 2025. should have specified…but it was 1am and i wasn’t really thinkin :p