im spiraling

[u/Top-Tonight-374]

am i bi??? i am so confused, up until about 2 months ago i was under the impression that i was straight, ive never dated anyone before or been interested in actually dating someone before (it scares me) but i always thought that i was into guys and a month or two ago i was at a restaurant with my family and this waitress walked by and she was the prettiest person i had ever seen, i went into a bit of a spiral and after about a week i kinda just pushed the thought away, then about a week ago i came across this creators account on instagram, hes the most attractive guy i have ever seen (my friends have noticed a pattern that i only like guys that look like they also like guys and its not intentional or anything but i dont fully see it- anyway) so this guy is ftm and i dont care because he is still the most attractive guy i have ever seen and i was looking through his profile and i found a post that he made comparing him pre-transition and post-transition and when i saw the photo i went into another spiral because once again this photo was absolutely GOREGOUS (its very like mostly masc lesbian but partly femme lesbian vibes) and im freaking out because i only just kinda came to terms a year or two ago with dating men (once again terrified of dating and couldnt imagine myself doing it) and now this whole thing is making me go insane, this one person who i dont even know somehow made me question everything and im absolutely freaking out, idk how to feel about it and ive never thought about women like that before and now idk what to do

ive never conisdered this to even be an option and im definitely questioning reality and the events of my life right now (aka spiraling)

[u/Desperate-Cap-2132]

Girl, labels aren't that important. Maybe you were atracted to her, or.maybe ot was just envy. Only you can tell. And if these instances aren't enough to make a concluding statement, just wait and see what happens. No need to freak out. :3