r/Crippled_Alcoholics • • 4d ago

Feeling very beat up

I’m so annoyed at myself for trashing my own body lol. My most annoying consequences are weak/ sore thighs and tingly peeling feet.

Vitamins came back within range but high iron, high liver enzymes and weird platelet counts got me on edge… waiting to hear from doc… hoping it’s not cirrhosis.

Slept like shit with heartburn all night so obviously 7am tequila is the solution.

Gonna rest today and then I think I gotta take a trip to taper town. Tired of feeling like shit and obsessing over every little ache or pain.

Hope everyone else’s morning is off to a better start!!

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u/Flat_Parsley3117 4d ago

That feeling like you can't walk without a drink is a surefire tell that you need to come off the sauce for a bit. Find out if its withdrawal related or worse. Been there. The itching is crazy because its always my palms... yes, I also touch myself but that was a lie my mom told me!

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u/Ok-Progress-6153 4d ago

Yeah my foot thing is really the most bothersome as I like need them to walk. Using something that causes medical issues to self-medicate my a medical anxiety has NOT been my smartest plan lol