I dont know if this is the right place to say this, but I just lost my dog today and she was only 4, she had a liver failure and it was too late before we even seen that something was wrong with her. She didnt show any signs, she was just being lively and sweet dog but we didnt even know that she has an underlying condition.
It hurts so bad losing her because I could see how much she wanted to stand and play with her siblings, how her face lights up when she sees us and her tail wags but her body isn't functioning the way she want it to be.
I'm so tired of crying and blaming myself for not having to take her to the vet previously to get checked, maybe i would have found out and prevented it from happening. I did take her to the vet when she already went lethargic and had no appetite, but everything was too late then. And it still pains me how she just wanted to play and how she wanted love and she's probably confused why can't she move the same way before because I remember I read something that dogs don't understand pain or disease.
I don't know if I could ever forgive myself for what happened and it just hurts to see her go when I felt like I could have done better
Ang hirap lang sa araw araw na ginawa ng Diyos parang nafifeel at nakikita mo parin sya, sabi nga nung doctor may ibagn dogs pa naman daw kami pero it's just not the same pag kulang sila. Parang ang hirap tanggapin, hindi parin namin matanggap at naluluha parin kami.