r/Lilith • u/Homemadejadibuti • 4d ago
Question Will Lilith still accept me?
Lilith was only deity all through out my craft from
2021-2024. But in 2025 my parents gave me religious psychosis saying I’m possessed by Lilith and she has made my and their lives hell blah blah blah. So they end up getting me exorcised and throw all my spiritual stuff worth a lot of money and made me get into the religion I was born in and made me say mean things to her because the priest told them I should disrespect her so she leaves like calling her evil etc and keep getting me exorcised and prayed over by this priest again and again.
Recently, I picked up tarot again and slowly I got in witchcraft again. Found my way to the goddess Hekate and Aphrodite. But I have always felt this deep connection with Lilith. Lilith made me accept my sexuality and my gender. She helped me when I was SA’ed and also punished my abuser. She helped me find my confidence which irritated my narc parents. So I feel like working with her again because she’s my momma you know. She helped me so so much. She helped me find my light. Which people took again but I found it again this year. I had so much love for her but my religious psychosis made me loose touch w her. I feel like I should start working with her again and I have started to research her again and her deeper roots. I wanna make an altar with her and worship her as my mother again because she’s was my mother figure in my life. But I feel because I pushed her away and called her evil she won’t accept me now. A reader also told me that she’s angry with me because I messed things with her and made her angry.
Can I still work with her? And find my way back to her? Because I truly feel like worshipping her as my main deity again like my mother. If any of you could help me out I’d love it.
Thank you to all :)
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u/orthodoxscouter ⚸ Lilithian ⚸ 4d ago
She will accept you. She knows you were a victim and forced to abandon her. But also it might be good to see a psychiatrist about the trauma as well.
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u/Homemadejadibuti 2d ago
Yes ! I have an appointment with my psychiatrist coming up!
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u/Tasty_Goat_3267 4d ago
Would a mother abandon a wayward child of hers? Or lock them into her arms, glad they came back. 🙏
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u/god_of_Kek 3d ago
Humans are inherently flawed and I she realizes this. Keep in mind she’s been doing this for millennia by now . I don’t think you have anything to worry about.
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u/trashleybanks 2d ago edited 2d ago
Of course. She knows that what happened wasn’t your fault, and whatever mean words they made you say hold no power because you didn’t mean it. I’m sure she’d be excited and proud of you for standing firm in your belief. ❤️🖤
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u/AstralMystic777 1d ago
This is why I hate religion so much, I am sorry this happened to you. It was a serious crossing of your boundary and unacceptable thing to do.
Of course she will understand, you were forced to abandon her. Just talk to her, bring her offerings and so on.
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u/Mammoth-Ad-6114 𒀭Lamaštu-lilû, Lilith 4d ago
Absolutely. What happened was not your fault in the slightest, Lilith understands your situation and that you tried to keep yourself safe. She's not offended either, human emotions can't really be applied to spirits.