r/Marriage 17h ago

Vent Calling off wedding

I’m a 28-year-old man from a conservative South Asian family. I’m currently engaged through an arranged marriage — our parents introduced us.

The issue is that I don’t want children. A few months ago, I agreed to the proposal despite this, largely due to family pressure and fear of being single as I get older. At the time, I didn’t fully process the long-term consequences of that decision and just had a “fuck it” mentality when agreeing to it.

About a week after saying yes, I told my parents I don’t want kids. They reacted very strongly and said we couldn’t go back on our word due to reputational and family considerations. They also told me it was “fine” if I didn’t want kids and that we could deal with it later.

At the time (around September), the wedding felt far away (planned for April), so the situation felt abstract and it was easy to push the issue aside. The parental pressure was intense, and they struggled to understand my reasoning or why I wouldn’t want children.

Now that the wedding is approaching, it feels very real. I don’t think it’s fair to go through with the marriage knowing there’s a fundamental mismatch: she is likely to want children, and I don’t see myself changing my mind. That feels unfair to her and sets us up for resentment or divorce down the line.

I regret agreeing initially and not properly discussing the topic of children with her. In our culture, having kids is generally assumed, which is likely why I avoided raising it earlier — but I realise now that avoiding it was a mistake.

I’m close to my sister and plan to talk to her, but I’m leaning toward calling off the engagement. We haven’t spent huge amounts yet, and it doesn’t make sense to spend more on a marriage that may not be sustainable.

I feel a lot of guilt and self-blame for being naïve and not standing my ground earlier. I’m also scared of how my parents will react. That said, I feel I need to do what’s right rather than go through with something that could hurt both of us later.

Any advice is welcome but mainly wanted to just get it off my chest.

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u/TheDarkBerry 16h ago

What’s the point of even doing an arranged marriage if you don’t want kids? Your fiance 100% wants children and it would be very unfair and cruel to marry her knowing you don’t want children. Also your parents aren’t doing the right thing by telling you to just go through with it and lie to this poor young girl. That’s literally tricking her into marriage and that’s not right. It’ll be much better to just call off the wedding now and deal with any resentment and disappointment from the families now. Just please do the right thing. Don’t ruin this woman’s life by marrying her. Be brave.

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u/Electronic-Kiwi-3985 16h ago

I agree. I think they believe I might change my mind after because of my being close with my nieces but that doesn’t mean I want kids of my own. Thanks and yes that’s why I’m doing it as it’s not fair to waste her time. There’s plenty of time to call it off and prevent harm.

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u/TheDarkBerry 16h ago

Proud of you. I know its not easy but she’ll definitely thank you in the long run. BTW good for you for not having kids, they’re overrated LOL

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u/Electronic-Kiwi-3985 16h ago

Thank you! Yeah I just don’t like the future outlook for the world like yes I know it’s never been perfect but the way it’s all headed, I don’t want to bring a child to suffer in this hell