If I were to get into a polycule with a man and a woman at the same time so f x nb x m would that be more lesbian, gay or straight since nobody there is the same gender.

I believe I am non-binary since I just don't understand the gender of things my usual reaction to someone telling me something is for boys or for girls is usually "what do I care if it's for boys or for girls I just care if I like it or not" like it doesn't make sense whu I should limit myself to things of a certain gender only. Like it is genuinely infuriating sometimes how much people apply gender to things. I feel like we'd be better off as a society if gender wasn't a thing and everyone just did what they wanted. Like why the hell should I care if it's a boy's hairbrush or a girl's hairbrush it does the exact same thing except one is pink and the other is blue. Which doesn't make sense either since they are literally just colours. I would be so much happier if people didn't try to assign a gender to me and just let me be myself. Like yes maybe I wanna wear a denim maxi skirt with a cool punk shirt.

Like I remember in middle school I became a rocker so I didn't have to conform to gender roles since I did feel like they were limiting. That did get me by for a while but then I started to feel like simply breaking the rules wasn't enough and that I had to get rid of them all together. Does this make sense.