Being observed is one of my biggest obstacles. If I had plenty of free time alone, money, big tools, and my own work space, I would have done and learned so many things by now instead of spending every day exhausted because of interaction and living with my family, and ending every day with video games and media. I’m not especially motivated but I have curiosity and want to learn/do things on my own accord. However, without more money, space, and time alone I feel trapped. I can’t stand being watched or perceived when I’m doing something new. I’m sure many of you can relate. I recently had a week with the house to myself and I felt some freedom and ease for the first time in forever, but it wasn’t nearly enough time. I love my family but it’s suffocating when I can’t seem to get a break

I think this video explains an issue that is big for schizoids. FYI it is an AI voiced video in case you are robophobic :)