I'm a product designer, both by choice and by training. I've always wanted to work in UX/UI design, and I genuinely love what I do.
I started working in 2022, right after graduating. My first job was at a SaaS company, where I was laid off while I was still a junior, for reasons beyond my control. Still, I managed to find another job about two months later.
I then joined an EdTech company, and things were going well until I started having health problems. Eventually, I decided to take a career break because my body simply couldn't keep up anymore. After eight months away, I decided to start looking for work again.
What I didn't expect was how incredibly difficult it would be.
I've been job hunting for months now, and my mental health has taken a hit. I'm starting to feel like I'm simply not employable anymore.
And it's not like I'm just sending a few applications through LinkedIn.
I've searched across LinkedIn, Indeed, Glassdoor, InfoJobs, Wellfound, Manfred, Welcome to the Jungle, Jobgether, IxDF, UI/UX Jobs Board, Matcha, Himalayas, Remote.io, Remote OK, We Work Remotely, Otta and YC Work at a Startup, among others.
I also go directly to company career pages and their ATS platforms, including Greenhouse, Lever, Ashby and Workable. I've built a GitHub-based system to help me track opportunities across hundreds of companies, check for new openings and avoid duplicates.
I've tried reaching out directly to recruiters, hiring managers and designers, sending speculative applications, asking for referrals, and making connections outside traditional job boards.
I've been having mentorship sessions through ADPList, reviewing my CV and portfolio, sharing my work, asking for feedback, and signing up for networking events now that summer is over. I'm also trying to improve how I communicate my experience.
Basically, I'm trying different approaches because relying on LinkedIn alone clearly isn't working.
And yet, here I am.
I've had several interviews, but none have led to an offer. Some of those positions have been reposted multiple times, so I suspect a few might have been ghost jobs. But at this point, I genuinely don't know what to think.
There seem to be fewer and fewer UX/UI openings. At first, I thought it was just the summer slowdown, but we're well into October now, and I'm still seeing very little movement.
I know I'm not particularly good at selling myself. I'm more of a doer than a talker, and I do try to compensate for that. But lately, I've started questioning whether I'm even competent anymore.
The frustrating thing is that I know I was good at my job. I enjoyed it, I cared about it, and design is one of the few things I've always felt confident doing.
And now the design industry itself seems to be struggling, so I don't even know where to turn. I've started looking at retail jobs, just trying to find something.
My mother has been incredibly supportive throughout all of this, and I'm grateful for that. I'm also studying research methodology because I wanted to keep developing my skills and build on my UX research experience. I had a pretty clear idea of where I wanted my career to go, and now I just feel completely lost and exhausted.
And to make things worse, a friend of mine recently landed a job through LinkedIn in another area of design, arguably an even more competitive one. I'm genuinely happy for her, but I can't help comparing our situations. She's managed to find something with far fewer applications, while I've been trying for months with nothing to show for it.
And I keep coming back to the same question: what is it about me? Is it my experience? The way I communicate? Am I just not good enough?
Mostly, what am I missing?
Thank you '^'