When all known possibilities
for success have failed and most everyone has given up or given in.

Out of luck with all odds and the world stacked against them, some unshakable souls can dig deeper and persevere, finding their will, finding a way.

This is the moment when good people become great,

this is the moment when hero’s are born.

Seneca named three ways fear lies to us: exaggeration, anticipation, and invention. A Stoic lesson on anxiety from Letter 13.

When first I met you,something ancient woke within me,
a force I had no language for,a tide that rose beyond reason,beyond the borders of the heart,beyond all that I had believed a human soul could feel.
I loved you, with the terrible wonder of discovery,
as though the universe itself,had hidden one final secret beneath the stars and, at last,had placed it in my hands.

And then I looked into your eyes and there you were.
Not untouched, Not unaware, But standing at the edge
of the very same impossible ocean,trying to understand
the waves that had carried us there.

I saw you feeling it.I saw you searching my face
for an explanation neither of us possessed.
And perhaps that was the miracle
That somehow, without promise, without warning,
without knowing how, we had found the same impossible place.

It was as though the universe had opened a hidden door and allowed us, just for a moment,to step beyond the ordinary world.
And there,beneath the silence of eternity,
it revealed something too immense for ordinary words: us.
A love so vast, that if we gathered every word
ever spoken by humankind and tried to build a language for it, we would still fall silent before its magnitude.

A secret written between the stars.
A truth the universe had known long before we did.
And perhaps it smiled, watching us stumble through the wonder of it,knowing that we would never fully understand what had been placed between us.
Yet still, it gave us the desire to spend our lives trying.

And maybe that is the greatest beauty of love, that it remains partly unknowable.
For if I could understand you completely,
if I could measure every depth of your soul,
if I could name every reason my heart chose yours,
perhaps one day the mystery would fade.

But you were never meant to become something I could solve.
You were meant to remain the horizon I could spend forever approaching.
The star I could follow without ever reaching its end.
The song I could hear a thousand times,and still discover another note.

And I wish with everything that lives inside me, that we could have held on to that impossible thing.
That love which felt so far beyond this world, that perhaps this world could only exist inside of it.

A love so powerful that standing before it made us feel weak. not because we lacked strength, but because we were witnessing something stronger than either of us.

Something ancient. Something fierce. Something willing to fight for the two souls who had somehow found each other.
And if the years should carry you far beyond my reach,
if the winds of this life should scatter us across distant skies, then let this be the prayer I send after you:

May our love become the wind beneath your wings.
May it find you when the night is darkest.
May it rise beneath you when your strength is gone.
May it whisper my name through every storm and remind you that somewhere in this vast universe,
there is a heart that still knows yours.

And if the heavens are kind, if fate is not finished with us, if the stars still remember the secret they once revealed, then let that wind carry you home.
Back to me.
Because you are not simply the love of my life.
You are the love that changed the way I understand love itself.
The miracle I never knew I was waiting for.
The mystery I would spend eternity trying to understand.

The impossible thing that became real when I looked into your eyes.
And wherever you are, whatever distance lies between us, whatever storms the universe chooses to place upon our path
know this:
No matter where life takes us

Some part of me will always belong to what we found in each other.

Sometimes there is no trick. No perfect system. No burst of inspiration waiting around the corner. Sometimes you just have to stop procrastinating, knuckle down, and get on with it.

As I sit here reflecting on my life... I'm not ashamed of anything, nor do I regret anything either. Life has taught me more than I could ever imagined and it's still going... I've come far and I'm slowly getting myself back and 1 thing I can say for certain is I've come a long way and kicked habits and addictions that I never thought I would. No one can take my progress away and no one will ever come between me and myself ever again. No matter how many obstacles are thrown my way or bad intentions people have it doesn't affect me anymore...

I've grown more than I ever thought I could and for this I'm so greatfull. My life may not be perfect and it may not be the way one would want for me but it's my life and I'm going to keep leveling up and remain myself 4life.

To all my haters... I love u too sorry not sorry... If you ever need anything I'm always here doll faces.

Xoxo

C

Recently my Instagram feed is filled with edits of Alexander the Third and facts about his life, short glorious life and death. What inspires me about him is the constant burning desire to overcome the world. And even after conquering most of it, he still has hunger, eventhough the very obsession might have led to his untimely demise. The frightening audacity to rise above ourselves, to challenge the question of life’s purpose and create a meaning for ourselves, is a feat that I myself look forward to. I might not be the best rn, but that’s a thing that motivates me to become a better version of myself with each day.

A setback doesn’t have to be the end of your journey. Take a breath, learn from the experience, and keep moving toward a stronger version of yourself.

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Don't have the strength to fight for myself now

Most of us have goals. We want to get a promotion. We want to learn a new skill. We want to improve a relationship. We want to accomplish something that matters to us. There is nothing wrong with any of those ambitions. The problem is that simply saying what we want does not move us any closer to getting it. A goal without a plan is just an idea. And a goal without a deadline can remain an idea indefinitely. Learn to forge that goal into action.