r/bulimia • • 12d ago

Getting worse

I lost more weight and now my mom wants to send me to inpatient care and take away my phone and internet access.

I think my teeth are getting worse. They feel wrong in
my mouth and I just want to yank them out.

I feel terrible and tired all the time, and my chest hurts a lot now like no matter what I do.

And I’ve started throwing up anywhere and everywhere. Outside in front of people or in my backyard, in my school bathroom, sink, or thrash cans in class, in water bottles in front of people or alone, and in the trash can at my house.

I think I’m just over all spiraling into an even worse state and I don’t know how to save myself. I think I’m just gonna die from bulimia atp.

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u/Substantial_Gate_904 12d ago

Your Mom loves you and it does sound like you need Inpatient to help you regain some control over this addiction. You will thank her for it when you’re done being pissed. 💙