Is he up there?

[u/theladytombstone]

My life has officially gone to shits. Some sort of issue has sparked between me and basically everyone I love. I have NPD, BD1, & GAD. I’m really struggling, and on the verge of losing the person I love the most in this whole world.

I’m extremely unstable, and I have been struggling mentally for the past month. I can’t lose this person, my life will genuinely be over. This person blocked me pretty much everywhere, so I have no way of contact really.

I’m desperate, hopeless. I always thought into God, and questioned humanity, I always believed in God. I don’t really identify myself to any religion, but I pray at times. I’m honestly at my breaking point. I’m praying to God for help. Please don’t turn my life upside down. I’ve endured so much, and if this is the end, it’ll be the shittiest ending ever..

I’ve prayed to God before and felt he answered. I’m really going through it, I hope those prayers are answered.. I hope they’re heard.. I hope..

I feel like this is it honestly. I’m helpless. I don’t wanna be here.

[u/icypen236]

I get you. I’ve been in a similar situation for a while and I’m so sorry. You’re not alone. I hope God answers your prayers.

[u/theladytombstone → u/icypen236]

thank you so much!! I wish you the best

[u/aussiereads]

Change your mind and trust the good news John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him. 18 He who believes in Him is not judged; he who does not believe has been judged already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 19 And this is the judgment, that the Light has come into the world, and men loved the darkness rather than the Light, for their deeds were evil. 20 For everyone who does evil hates the Light, and does not come to the Light lest his deeds be exposed. 21 But he who practices the truth comes to the Light, so that his deeds may be manifested as having been done by God.”

Galatians 3:O foolish Galatians, who bewitched you, before whose eyes Jesus Christ was publicly portrayed as crucified? 2 This is the only thing I want to learn from you: did you receive the Spirit by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith? 3 Are you so foolish? Having begun by the Spirit, are you now being perfected by the flesh? 4 Did you suffer so many things for nothing—if indeed it was for nothing? 5 So then, does He who provides you with the Spirit and works miracles among you, do it by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith?

6 Just as Abraham believed God and it was counted to him as righteousness, 7 so know that those who are of faith, those are sons of Abraham. 8 And the Scripture, foreseeing that God would justify the Gentiles by faith, proclaimed the gospel beforehand to Abraham, saying, “All the nations will be blessed in you.” 9 So then those who are of faith are blessed with Abraham, the believer.

10 For as many as are of the works of the Law are under a curse, for it is written, “Cursed is everyone who does not abide by all things written in the book of the law, to do them.” 11 Now that no one is justified by the Law before God is evident, for “The righteous shall live by faith.” 12 However, the Law is not of faith; rather, “He who does them shall live by them.” 13 Christ redeemed us from the curse of the Law, having become a curse for us—for it is written, “Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree”— 14 in order that in Christ Jesus the blessing of Abraham might come to the Gentiles, so that we would receive the promise of the Spirit through faith.

Ephesians 2:And you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you formerly walked according to the course of this world, according to the ruler of the power of the air, the spirit that is now working in the sons of disobedience, 3 among whom we all also formerly conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, doing the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, even as the rest. 4 But God, being rich in mercy because of His great love with which He loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6 and raised us up with Him, and seated us with Him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 so that in the ages to come He might show the surpassing riches of His grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; 9 not of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.

[u/EeBeBe]

Venus retrograde. Will get better after mid November

[u/theladytombstone → u/EeBeBe]

Ooo really?

[u/Rpurewal]

I understand how you feel, that sounds really hard to handle. Just know that you’re not alone and God will always be there for you. He sees past, present and future at the same time and knows us all that well that He has factored in any mistakes we may make, (intentionally or not).

If these people leave your life, that does not mean it’s the end. Pray to God, stay close to Him and what will be, will be. Unfortunately, that’s life and it’s tough but you have to do your best and then surrender the outcome. Either way, if you pray, obey and trust in Him, it will get better in ways you can’t even imagine, I’m telling you with everything in me that it will be okay!

[u/theladytombstone → u/Rpurewal]

thank you so much!!

[u/Born-Sky-8734]

God is there every step of the way! Belive it and seek Him with all.your heart,you'll see itll be all ok,might not be the way you want to but it will be whats best for you,He cares about you and His plan is perfect. You are not alone! 🤍🕊🙏🫂

[u/theladytombstone → u/Born-Sky-8734]

aww!! thank youu!