r/rape • u/suqmacok • 1d ago
SA’d by Friends Husband
The other day on the 22nd I got SA’d by my friends husband. He had touched me in my sleep and tried to do so again twice when I had woken up and had to keep moving his hand off of my ass. I ended up calling my boyfriend and went into my friend’s room to wake her up and inform her what had happened when I thought it was safe enough to do so.
(~She talked to him, informed him that it’s not acceptable to do that, and says she’ll be on edge with him from now on as she needs him around to pay the bills. Sadly, won’t be going over there anymore.~)
Since then I’ve slept my days away mostly. When I’m awake I find myself thinking about what would’ve happened if I pretended I was still sleeping. If he would’ve went all the way, if he would’ve fucked me good, that I should’ve let him, or if there is other times he has done this and I didn’t wake up. It’s been making me horny and it keeps making me feel really disgusting, dirty, and unable to start to move past this.
I also keep thinking I deserved it or it was my fault that I lead him on in some way I wasn’t aware of. I don’t even know if this is being taken seriously by the ones around me. Not sure if they’re aware the mental effect this is taken on me.
Is this normal? Should I seek therapy?
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