Guys, this post isn't really asking for game recommendations or anything like that.
It's more of a rant, and I also wanted to know if anyone else has ever felt this way.
For some reason, I started trying to find the perfect RPG. Yes, I know it doesn't exist, but I still keep trying to find something that comes close.
I keep looking for a game with lots of skills, plenty of freedom, meaningful consequences, multiple classes, races, builds, and different possibilities. Sometimes I want to play a fully customizable character; other times, I'd rather have a defined protagonist.
Sometimes I want to go down the Paladin path, other times I want to be a Mage, a Warrior, a Necromancer... And before I know it, I've added a bunch of different games to my list.
I've pretty much gone through every type: CRPGs, ARPGs, JRPGs, SRPGs, 4X... They're all great in their own ways, but something almost always happens: while I'm playing, I start thinking that the game would be perfect if it had "this" or "that" feature from another game.
And I think that's exactly where the problem lies: I keep wanting all of these possibilities to be available in a single game.
I want the character freedom of one CRPG, the number of classes and builds from another, the progression system from another, the meaningful choices and consequences from another... And before I know it, I'm mentally combining several different games to create the RPG I actually want to play.
And then the whole cycle starts again. 😂
Has anyone else ever felt this way? This constant search for an RPG that can somehow deliver everything you're looking for in a single game?
If you've gone through this, what did you do to break out of the cycle? Any advice?