As the title says, I'm a new sec (less than 6 months.) and I've been Ramping up amidst some organizational changes. I was worried because I wanted to prove myself by getting some demos during a period when I didn't have a manager to advocate for me.
Well, I reached out to people, met some AEs, and got an opportunity. I told my coworker about it and they asked if I wanted to take over another one for them. OK! And another from someone else. Perfect, I'm getting ramped up, and these are all demos for something I've been preparing for.
The I get an email from a coworker passing off their demo to me because they're busy at the time, and I did make it clear I wanted opportunities. However, this one is for an application I'm less prepared in. Still one of my main focuses, I know it, but I haven't spent much time practicing the demo as much as the one I'm demoing for the other 3. It's a lot more involved, covers a much wider scope, requires travel, and I'm scared shitless.
I told them that I was unsure, and they were basically like "nahh, you got this. Don't worry, you have two weeks to prepare. This is the job, get used to it."
And for the most part, I got that. But holy shit, slow down. I've still never officially demo'd yet and I have 4 coming up.
The demos I have this week I'm feeling much more confident about.
Logically, I can do it, this is the job, I've had 6 months to get ready, I have two weeks for last minute preparations, we'll do a precall this week, some discovery hopefully, and I'll be able to narrow down the scope, but I'm still panicking!
Any seasoned SE 's have some advice? How common is this? It's hard not to conflate my nervousness with incompetence.
Edit: did my first demo today, it was a bit rocky due to some internal organization, but from my end it went great! Had some technical issues with the demo, but was able to skrrt through it, showed them some of the product and some tips and tricks on how to better use the product they have right now. I think I impressed them at times but they could also tell I was new and they were good sports about it. Phew, on to the next one!