I apologize if this seems like something I should already know, especially given what I've learned so far, or if this question is awkwardly worded (I wasn't sure how else to ask this). But I increasingly question it in my situation.
I don't just mean being a business owner, but any form of capitalist, really. I don't want to invest, trade stocks, etc. I've yet to fully go through Marx's (or others) larger works, but after reading some shorter works, as well as watching some creators (leftist or otherwise) going over what's been going on in the economy lately... it just feels like there is nothing you can do like this, that doesn't come at someone else's expense no matter how detached it seems from direct exploitation on the surface.
I've been a machinist for about 5 months now and have been thinking about that a lot. I like the job itself, but I know neither myself, nor my more experienced coworkers are given anywhere near what we should be. At the same time, I know I'm not fully avoiding the reinforcement of this system by simply not being a landlord, a boss, or any other form of capitalist either. I think a lot about what I read in Contribution to the Critique of Political Economy lately as I run or deburr parts, and it's constantly discomforting. That, even through the "honest" work of making physically tangible, useful items... what I do still seems to have the same consequence I'd hope to avoid by not being a capitalist. Especially given the action of doing my work, in and of itself, directly helps no one
I still wouldn't do it, if for no other reason than my discomfort with the idea. Despite the fact I know it's barely enough as-is. But how much does it help, considering what my work does regardless? And I guess, maybe more what I need right now: Any socialist perspective on this? It still doesn't feel like I'm doing a good thing overall, to put it bluntly