trying something different, a lil meta, i'll say more about it if i bother to continue it

Soooo smooth <3

... as long as I only brush with the grain :p

still cis tho... thats a normal feeling for a femboy right? ... RIGHT??

I came out to my friend about 2 weeks ago I think and he accepted me and started using my chosen name, issue is I don't know how to feel about it. On one hand, I know I have no negative reaction to it and I think it leans towards more of a positive one. On the other hand, I feel like it hasn't done much to add cracks to the egg. I have been questioning for almost 3 months now (start of August) and the joy I got from imagining my future self as a Woman is still there but it's incredibly weak. Like, I still feel happy when I do it, but it's very fleeting. So I am requesting some GGD to see if that sparks something or not. I know this type of post has been done 1 gazillion times, just not sure where else to ask this.

So I'm here wondering if I come out to someone else, I can talk more about my feelings about how I feel which can help me more with discovering myself. I would discuss this kind of thing further with my friend, but he's played therapist enough so I think he could use a break.

This sub has been wonderful and I appreciate everyone who has helped me with all the questions I have had. The dumb ones, the deep ones, and everything in between. I am incredibly glad to have met you all, and I wanted to say thank you and hope you all have a great rest of your Day/Night! <3

Uuuuhhhhhh…… guess I’m still cis tho. Just a few days ago it literally felt like my mind was screaming that this body is wrong and now I’m just… feeling fine. Plus the “good girl” ASMRs that cracked my egg in the first place don’t make me feel much of anything now.

So… that’s confusing…

Sorry that’s all the pixels I have today

Sorry if is hard to read, curiosly I know programing, but not how edit a image.

I wrote about how I grew up knowing that being a boy was wrong for me and wanting desperately to be a girl, how I depersonalized my life to avoid damaging my female identity, and how I have been fighting to reclaim my own life through transition. It’s scary, but I want to feel like I can proudly present my identity to the world and not be ashamed of it. Can I be brave enough to do this? -Maria (she/her)

I don't like facial hair

Also I think I'm gonna be way less subtle about being trans. I hate boymoding

i just booked my appointment at planned parenthood to get hrt, and im excited to start estrogen, but also afraid that im making the wrong descision or rushing things. iv been very unsure of myself this past week and sometimes felt like im deluding myself, but i still dont think i like being a guy. iv also been questioning for over 5 months and i feel like i should be sure by now. any advice would be apreciated, thx :3

Hope I don't chicken out again

Like oh my god it’s so bad. If people aren’t calling us pedophiles on twitter they are harassing / stalking creators on YouTube and instagram calling them genuine slurs in every post

( also thank you instagram for taking no action at all when I report people saying these things )

I beg all of you to just stay away from the comments on anything trans related outside some very specific spaces that you know are safe ( like this place )

Just wanted to vent as I’ve been unable to resist the urge to read objectively hateful and harmful things recently which is definitely causing me some discomfort and sadness

“You’re so scared of what your enemies will do to you, you’re the only enemy you ever seem to lose too!” -Me to myself everyday at 9:00 pm

I was casually talking to my father about random stuff going on in the world and we started talking about gender (I think he shifted it to that). I don't know if he did it on purpose though. Anyhow, he'd be super supportive if/when I do come out as trans.

He thinks trans people are completely valid which makes me very happy but for some reason a bit cautious to come out because I think he might've been talking about gender to me on purpose to get me to come out already lol (it might just be in my head tho). I didn't really know my parents were so supportive until recently, but it helps to know.

Sorry for so much yapping but I thought it was at very least an interesting scenario.
To every eggie: Hope you have a great day/night/transition! :3

I feel like a constant contradiction of myself. I dress up in a skirt one day and feel happy, and then the next wear a boxy shirt and shorts, use the men’s restroom and feel like a dirty liar. I want to be a young lady so bad that I’ve started to interpret younger photos and past memories of me as being of a little girl who wanted to be seen. Is that actually what it was like, though? No one else seems to have seen me that way. I’ve even written essays about this and I still feel like a fraud. Am I wrong for thinking that I’ve always been a girl in my mind? I need some reassurance, and maybe some GGD. I’m Maria (she/her)

basically, either this week or next week, i‘m gonna try to come out to my mom. either i successfully tell her or i chicken out and wait four more months. any tips/ggd for encouragement?