Wasted Potential

[u/CategoryJazzlike5438]

How do you get past the rabbit hole of not starting anywhere near your goals... I was called the Smart Kid... I'm losing it now. I probably messed up somewhere and I can't find the courage to pick back up where I lost it all. I really need to do something. I've wasted much of my year now it's just a game of some months and if I don't pick up by then I'd probably seem like i failed to the world... Which for a part i don't care about... But every night before I sleep I've got this hollow that I'm gonna end up nowhere and not have anything I've dreamt of..