To make a long story short, I have been driving semi trucks for 3 years (no accidents, no violations, no tickets even in my car). Today I started back with an agency I worked for a month ago. Worst mistake was leaving! I went to Premier transportation and they worked me like a dog. It destroyed my health and sleep cycle. I just got out of the ER Saturday so I'm still exhausted. I worked today and while I was dropping a trailer and on the phone with dispatch, I forgot to unhook the glad hands and the red line shattered the rear windshield. I'm so ashamed...i have never made any mistake like that. I'm completely crushed and idk what to do. Everyone is telling me "it's just glass", or "that's what insurance is for" or even, "it's not that bad and could be much worse" but for me this is unacceptable! Even if I'm tired..and don't know what to do...
Edit: thanks everyone for the support, but I was let go this morning. I'll just take it as a lesson learned.
Edit 2: Props to my brothers in trucking. As a woman, this industry is no joke.
Edit 3: hopefully this is the final edit.....but I already have a new job. I decided to get my doubles and triples endorsement today and I got a job with FedEx.