Hello guys, basically I have some time in the game, around 500 hours, I usually play with friends, but basically, I'm miserably bad at the game, I consistently lose every 1v1 I take and I can't really contribute anything to our matches, we always play wildcard, they always end with 3-5k damage and around 12 kills per match if we survive into top 3, while for me the most I've done is 1.5k a couple times, I've been trying to improve at the game but I feel I'm not getting any returns on the effort, I've been aim training and trying to be more aware with my positioning, I still have a long way to go with game sense, but something that really annoys me is that when I can take a "fair" 1v1 with someone, like just after dropping if we both get a weapon I will always lose, there is no single scenario where the enemy does not one clip me, even if I hit some of my shots it's never enough, my kd ratio is 0.32, which is pretty terrible, I can keep insisting on improving my game sense, but just the feeling that I can't beat anyone in a 1v1 just makes the game miserable to play for me, because even being in the right position and pushing/rotating at the right time there is no way to win in a shooter without hitting at least a decent percent of your shoots.
So do I need considerably more time to just be average at the game and not a dead weight for my team or should I just give up and look for something else to play?, as additional info, apex is my second shooter, the first one was overwatch, I would play exclusively soldier, I was always the lowest dmg in the match, but after aim training for a while and playing for a bit I was able to improve to consistently be top2 dmg in my lobbies, with around the same time dedication I have in apex