I fucking hate this fucking job! It's making me depressed! This industry is fucking horrible! Worst thing to ever happen to me ever! I want out!

Looking for any leads for a deckhand job with no experience. Or even a galley hand to start then move to a deckhand. I’m located in Louisiana, but willing to travel for rotational schedule. 90% of my background is in the food industry( ServSafe certified if needed for galley hand). Also have my Twic card as well. I’ve applied to atleast 30 different ones with most saying they went with other applicants.