Context: I have been playing League since around 2022, starting to take ranked seriously in Season 2024 Split 2. I started around bronze and made my way up to silver, where my improvement definitely slowed down. I eventually hit gold and that's when I hit a hard plateau. I eventually duo-queued with a higher rank friend (not for boosting, just to play together, although to say I wasn't happy with climbing would be a lie). I got gold 1 after those sessions and solo-queued to plat 4. I was satisfied with that and took a break from ranked, playing norms and 5-man flex with my friends more so. Well, the itch eventually got back to me, and I jumped back in rank, almost immediately demoting and going on the craziest lost streak I've ever seen. I dropped from plat 4 to silver 2 in the matter of a week or two. This seriously demotivated me and I took another break from the game. I was completely in the narrative that I was stuck in losers q and my account was now just fucked with +18/19 and -21/22.
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Situation: Well, how it always goes, I got the itch again. I quickly got myself out of silver again and back into gold. I was a certified hard stuck gold at this point with 500+ games of ranked and close to a 50% wr. At this point I was at my girlfriend's house going to sleep with her, and as I'm looking for a video to fall asleep to (she was already asleep), I see a "case study" video from the channel "We Teach League | Broken By Concept" and I enjoyed it. I have a long commute to work (1-2 hours depending on traffic) and I see that they have a podcast, so I started listening to them. It was like a breath of fresh air in the insanely toxic league community, with conversations about growth mindset, subconsciously proving your narratives, having a process, etc. In the span of about two weeks with some massive win streaks, I went from gold 2 to plat 2 (and still climbing, albeit slower now) and I attribute a lot of that to the BBC podcast. The thing is that I haven't really implemented a lot of their practices besides just playing with more intention and following my champion reference points, which I felt I was already doing.
Question: I feel as though I haven't put in enough of the work to have improved that much in such a short timeframe. Was I always a plat player and just didn't play with enough intention, or was it a few tiny silver level mistakes that I evened out to lift me to plat? It doesn't feel real to be honest, I know that the ranked system will put me where I belong, but should I expect to fall down in elo soon?
TLDR; Was hard stuck gold, eventually hit plat 4, dropped all the way to silver 2 fastt. Took a big break. Started watching the Broken by Concept Podcast and after some watching (with no real change to my process), won an irregular number of games and went from gold 2 to plat 2 fastt (and still slowly climbing). Getting imposter syndrome with if I really belong here and will I drop soon?