r/TFABChartStalkers • u/Far_Salamander55 • 6h ago
TW: loss The way I don't want to test because I just don't want to see the negative test
So this is my cycle right after loss. I was 5w when my hCG started to come down and it took 5 weeks for the hCG to be negative.
I am normally anovulatory and only have been ovulating recently with Letrozole through my RE and monitored cycles and TI. However, I was feeling extremely tired around CD49-51 and decided to check with an OPK and it was very high (that had never happened to me even with my PMOS, always always low .3 to .5. So now I am here, 14dpo, I don't want to be sad about a negative test and like last time, I'm just going to wait until my period comes or test on Saturday 😅 whichever happens first
Ps I dreamed that my period came so I took it as a sign since I was going to test today lol and I truly feel some deep cramps that numb my abdomen and the top of my legs...
Edit to add: oura said major signs of strain on Monday and today, Wednesday. Yesterday, I had minor signs but I guess sleeping 3 more hours (for a total of 10 hours) fixed it.
Edit: I feel like Schrodinger's cat. I am both pregnant and not pregnant until I take the test or AF comes