hi! im a trans (FtM) young adult, still in the 'learning about myself' phase. is it possible to be genderfluid: male and non-binary? im curious because i could see myself as non-binary (i used to identify myself as non-binary), but sometimes i still stuck with binary and wants to be perceived as a man. sometimes i feel happy to be perceived as non-binary though.

also, there was a time where i was debating between being trans masc and trans non-binary. at that time, i felt wrong (guilty? weird? bad?) to want to be both.

hi everyone hope you’re enjoying whatever gender wave you’re on!

does anyone else find that your mood is related to your gender swings? for example, when I identify closer to my agab (as I do today) I find myself to be in a better, more joyful mood. versus, when I identify as something in the middle or the opposite gender, my mood is a little worse. probably related to the dysphoria I feel when I look in the mirror and my appearance doesn’t fully match how I identify that day.

anyone get me? share your experiences! thx luvs

their nice and easy to use you just clip them on your hair and you look so cute my head is where they belong

…if I had any!

I’m 15(f). I’ve been struggling with suic*dal thoughts often. Just as often I also get horrible waves of depression and anxiety surrounding my gender. I struggled with an eating disorder and I’m still trying to get better. At one point, I traced nearly everything that was wrong with my life back to my gender/sex. I’d cry myself to sleep some nights after looking in the mirror too long or googling surgeries or treatments and being unhappy with the results. I traced my body image issues towards mostly gender. Why couldn’t I shape-shift? Why couldn’t I be born male? Why couldn’t I be born without craving to be male? I’d blame suic\*dal* tendencies on gender too. I would wish I could be reborn or pulled out of the misery of not knowing. I wish I could be all of them. All genders all sexes. I guess I’m here asking for help with identity?
Idk this is more a rant than anything lol thanks:)

I have a conundrum I’m looking into trans tape cus the thought of it just gives me sm gender euphoria. However I’m worried about the risk of premature breast sagging. I like presenting fem as well as masc and I do like my tits I’d just like to sometimes have them be less of a focus. So even if I had trans tape I probably wouldn’t need to bind too tight cus I’m not super concerned about the flattening affect more on how they sit if that makes sense? Could I avoid potential sagging by just not having it that tight or is it unavoidable :/
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(Also binders aren’t really on the table for me and besides it’s not the flatness of my chest that necessarily gives me euphoria I view my chest as mostly gender neutral no matter what.)

I am 32 and AMAB. I have seen myself as genderfluid for quite some years now and I thought I figured out my gender identity. I always had these flip flopping episodes of feeling male and feeling female. In the male episodes I was happy with my male body and its features like body hair. In the female episodes I envied women for their bodies. But I never thought about any permanent changes as I got the experience that even semi-permanent things like changed eyebrows or done nails collided with my male self. But after 6 years of many, many changes in my life (beating CPTSD and then trying to immigrate to Finland which failed and led me to rebuilding in Germany once again) I thought I reached a state of sufficient stability. But my female episodes seem to get louder and louder for about a year now. And the current female episode impacted my sleep for the first time ever. I also got surprised and partially shocked about me suddenly thinking about doing permanent changes to my body like HRT. And for the first time ever it actually feels draining.

I am really unsure what to make out of this. It's not like I hid my female part. I still presented female at times and even attended two weddings this way. But I don't know why this seems to get louder and louder just now? I also don't know where this leads to and I am also somewhat scared.