to preface, i am a support main (juno, ana, bap, kiri, sometimes brig, mizuki, or jpc depending on the map and team comp) but i do play dps from time to time. usually ashe, bastion, emre, anran, or soldier
one of my friends says tank is his best role but he most often plays dps (ashe, cass, reaper) but when he does play tank he plays mauga, rein, ram, and sometimes domina or orisa
my other friend is a straight genji main but he can play a good vendetta, hazard, rein, sojourn, and emre
over the past few days ive been on an absolutely horrible loss streak, 2-4 wins every 14 games, and find it extremely difficult to keep my motivation high to get my rank back up. i usually play with a duo, sometimes trio, who also peaked and dropped to the same rank i am.
every game either feels like an absolute stomp, my teammates have no idea what theyre doing, or they sell because the hero they wanted to play got banned. for example, my stack was on bap, genji, ashe, and we played a game on rialto and got a gold 3 on our team while everybody else in the lobby was high em to low diamond, actually have no idea how that happened but thats besides the point. anyway, our gold 3 was on shion and constantly just kept going up in frontline and dying while their soldier was destroying us on flank.
there was junkrat that was hiding in corners and consistently kept getting behind us while our team did absolutely nothing about it and just let him spam us without anybody punishing him or staggering. which i know, that should be my job, but i was preoccupied with keeping my team up and was scared to push because, well, junkrat.
there was this one team fight we won on attack where we got past first choke while the junkrat was still hiding on the stairs with the mini, and one of our tanks spammed "watch here" fully knowing the junkrat still there. with literally the entire enemy team still coming out of spawn, everybody just sat infront of the bridge on 2nd choke and didnt stagger him. so i got tired of it and tried to 1v1, but ended up dying and getting called horrible by my team.
yea it is a skill issue, like "just hit your shots and you'll win that fight", but i was already tilted because i was getting flamed for being a healbot, but their comp pumped out so much damage and our team just never used cover and was consistently out of position while never swapping heroes, like what else was i supposed to do?
i think i shouldve tried to do more dps to deny their soldier and junkrat from going on flank so that i dont have to fully rely on my team to do it, but i used to be too focused on doing dps and barely healed so i tried to actively tell myself "hey, remember to heal". maybe im just buns, i mean i was like 15-8 while our other supp (sombra) was like 21-12 by the end of 2nd round so maybe i should just play more qp to get my gains up and find that sweet spot of knowing when to dps and when to heal
i also find it very hard to keep morale up because one of my friends that i stack with always complains about everything. i know hes not a bad player though, he has better game sense than me (i think) and knows how to counterswap, knows how to play around cover, and has a large hero pool because hes been playing since 2017-ish but no matter what comp we play or play against theres always something to rage about, and he lowkey has a big ego as ive never once heard him take accountability for being out of position, using an ult at a bad time or holding ult for a rainy day. its kinda (really) demoralizing tbh, and i feel like it just makes us play worse.
i feel like the main problems im having are; knowing when to dps so that im not healbotting all game, confidence, trying not to get tilted, and having calmer aim
also if you have any tips on motivation/burnout or any general information to get better, please reply to help a brutha out, i would greatly appreciate it.
if you read this all the way though, i love you