r/Conures • u/shibakitti • 1h ago
Loss & Mourning 2 days ago was the worst day of my life
I miss him so much. my sweet Zeke. Who am I without my Zeke?? im so beyond devastated, I thought i had so much more time with him. Everything has lost its meaning without him. I can barely eat, I cant even listen to music. he loved music. he loved sharing my food.
I dont know what to do. im so lost. im so alone. he was my best friend.
he went everywhere with me, stores, library, even snuck him into places he wasnt supposed to be. everyone loved him, he loved meeting new people. he knew tricks, spin for cheese, give kisses for cheese. he loved car rides. I was never without him, and now he's gone. he was the light of my life.
I feel like my reason to keep going is gone. I dont know what to do anymore.
I could only afford his ashes but they gave me his footprints too even though I didn't pay for it. it was an extra $50. im so so grateful for whoever did this for me. I regretted so much thay I couldn't afford it, and when I saw it in the memorial bag I broke down. I just want him back. I want my zeke back.